In spring, writing is late

I should be glad that those traveling from south to north are destined to go through two springs, but I don’t know which spring belongs to me. Maybe they are all gifts from heaven..   Spring is here, it must be here, even if I haven’t noticed it yet.     Spring in northeast China always comes late. It’s not hard to imagine. After the Spring Festival, I started from my hometown of Qinba and came to the northeast. Qinling is recognized as the dividing line between the north and the south of our country. I have traveled half of my motherland for two days by train.. When I left, the wheat seedlings in my hometown turned green. I remember that the previous year was also the year after the Spring Festival, and the peach blossoms in my hometown opened.. When I left this year, I carefully checked that peach blossom was really playing hide-and-seek with me.. Without the peach blossom farewell, it seems that parting is a bit lost.     But I still feel, clearly feel, I started with spring.     The morning when the train slowed down and stopped at the terminal, I saw from the window early that it was snowing outside. I sent a message to friends in my hometown: I have arrived safely in Changchun, where snow is falling. I just want to surprise them, it seems that this will get more people’s attention. Every life needs the nihility of other people’s care, even if many times it is like Plato’s love, it is comfortable to think about and think about it..     From the moment I got off the bus, I started looking for spring belonging to the northeast. I looked at the falling snowflakes and smiled stupidly as if they were dandelions I brought from my hometown. I looked at the silent sky and gazed at it for a long time, as if it were my distant and empty mood. I watched the snow melt slowly. The melted water moistened the road and my heart.     I should be glad that those traveling from south to north are destined to go through two springs, but I don’t know which spring belongs to me. Maybe they are all gifts from heaven to me..     At last, the snow is almost gone, at least there is no white, and the sun is like a kind old man. When I wake up every morning, I have covered the wall opposite the window, giving me the illusion that spring has come. The sunshine in northeast China is too early. It has something to do with longitude. I miss it earlier.. Like when I was a child, every morning when I woke up, my father and mother had already warmed the house and saw them, I saw the sun.     Together with the sun, the sky is high and empty, blue and blue. Just like Ling Shijiang wrote about the sky in Tibet, you know how blue it is in the northeast, and no one really knows. At least I still don’t know, which is why I have been afraid to describe the sky above my head..     Let the sun come early, let the sky be higher and bluer, at least in this way, I will think spring has really come.

i want to hold your hand

Time passed quickly, and in a twinkling of an eye the carefree little boy who likes to look at the blue sky turned into a young man with a spirit hanging around and not knowing where to float, something was always stirring in his heart..     Dream, I want to hold your hand so that I can follow you to wander the world.     Dream, where you drift, I will turn into the seed of dandelion with the wind followed by your wandering footsteps.     Wandering, let your own words fall on this ordinary land, in every article, telling about my wandering life, in every font, full of my heavy footsteps.     Walking, searching for the beat of life, becomes more brisk because of chasing dreams. Looking at the smoke in the distance, I don’t know where I will drift today, where I will run away, where I will keep searching for dreams and looking for the direction of wandering.     Once fantasized, sitting on the castle, watching the white moonlight, listening to the nightingale singing, doing what she wanted to do and leading a quiet life, but this is just a fantasy, a dream, a dream that is not realistic. But I have been trying hard to find, to find, to find the place where I can put down my dream, to pursue the unknown road and to find spiritual sustenance..     Wandering, wandering, wandering in the vast grassland, looking at the running antelope, looking at the nearby mountains, the beautiful scenery intoxicated me and made me infatuated, so that I had to move out a small space to remember. Leaving here, I like to freeze the past scenery in my mind, leaving only the fragrance of talking about memories..     Walking, I do not know when the distant sunset will disappear from my eyes. Looking at the beautiful scenery, I took a carefree step forward. The distant sunset guided me forward, guiding me in the direction of my progress. The distant dream did not know where to float. I followed the wandering dream with the direction guided by the sunset and led me into the unknown road.. Wandering, walking through all parts of the world, leaving footprints I talk about, or deep or shallow sadness. The beautiful past was fixed in mind, placed in the past scenery, passed silently, leaving only the fixed picture.     I want to hold your hand so that you can take me to the streets.     Drifting, drifting direction makes me lose myself and don’t know where to go.     Pursuing, pursuing the unrealistic dream I had, the wind lifted up my hope, took away my thoughts and let me keep pursuing it.     I would like to put my dream in the most hidden space of my heart, place it in the beautiful upper water, and go wandering in the world with my bag on my back..

How far is the network from real life

Today, it is National Day, because the company can only take one day off. After leaving work at ten o’clock last night, I made more than 40 kilometers to get home so that I could write a small article on the Internet.. My wife’s company had stayed up all night in order to take a day off, but she didn’t come home when I got home..   After work, you walk into the house and lock yourself in the house. If you like, you can live like this: hand over clothes to the laundry, hand over dinner to the take-out department, hand over housework to the hourly workers, and hand over the children to the nursing home … Ah, then, you can easily take a bath and sit in front of the computer and start your day’s online life.!     You can purchase daily necessities online. Then, you start chatting online. Or take a look at the online TV series. You can also find a few people online to fight against landlords. Looking for three or four friends to play mahjong; Or find a chess fan to play chess. Your life can be very simple. You can go to the space to eat all kinds of vegetables, raise the cute chicks and ducklings, and at midnight, you can also go to other people’s garden to secretly eat vegetables. When you want to stimulate, go play a gun battle and go to the game space to kill several enemies! This is the network life, many people are here in the past most of the time. A person, enjoying the happiness of a group, cannot leave home, but his thoughts can be derailed freely.!     Work during the day can make you feel very tired. If you are a white-collar worker, you may have to sit in the office all day long, even dare not say a word at the meeting.! If you are an employee, a strict workshop management system will make you the same as a machine. Don’t joke, even if you look in all directions, you will be recorded by video.! These are our modern life! In other words, our life has entered the Internet age, so you have also been programmed! So I think, in the end, how far is life on the Internet from real life?     I didn’t have a network when I was born in the late 1960s. Therefore, my childhood was not brought up on the network. I want to tell you how people lived at that time.! When we were young, we would sneak into other people’s vegetable gardens and steal sweet potatoes in the production team’s fields, but of course it wasn’t a big steal. We just saw it on the way to school and grabbed one and a half of them without extra trouble.! On one occasion, my hand was stretched out from the crevice of the stone and finally I couldn’t get it out for a long time, and then I cried.. Another time I stole grapefruit from someone else’s house and climbed up the wall erected by the stone bar because my eyes were fixed on grapefruit, my hands were stretched out, my feet were empty and people fell off!     Women get up early in the morning. They have to make breakfast. Before cooking, they have to do two things, one is to go to the well to pick up water, the other is to take the big black pan to the big sanitary ware and scrape off the ash on it with a hoe before going home to cook! The edge of the well is lively, the daughter-in-law girls often laugh incessantly, the big soil hygiene is also lively, and the squeaking sound of scraping the pot makes people feel very sweet! All over the place are crows and dog barks, birds and flowers, and the old uncle’s voice of killing pigs often barks before three or four o’clock.!     The men who want to go to work all get up for dinner, and the children who want to go to school also get up early, squeaking and croaking under the tree at the corner of the house to read books.! In the rush to harvest seeds, one side was the roar of threshing machines and the other side was the slogan of people struggling. On one side was the call to pick millet and dung, and on the other side was the laughing and swearing of girls and boys. On the one hand, there was the angry rebuke of shouting at the oxen, and on the other hand, there was the singing voice broadcast in the village.! This is a happy team. They worked together in a division of labor and cooperation. Although they were poor at the time, they were simple and hard at work, but they were very happy.!     At noon, men who don’t want to sleep will gather three to five to play cards and play mahjong, but they won’t bet on money, because everyone has no money. The bet is to stick a note on their face or the loser will drill the table and see a big man with a note on his face and a cat sticking his waist under the table. All the people above will laugh. At that time, they will be called poor and happy.! While women will carry a load of clothes to the river to wash, a group of big girls and daughters-in-law will be on the edge of the river while washing, talking about men’s whispers, talking about parents Zhang and Li, laughing and splashing water with their hands when they are happy.. Such a life is natural and simple!     It’s all right in the evening. A few friends often get together, play a few cards and drink a little wine, go to the east door and enter Xijiaxiang, or the troops are playing movies. One person is holding a small bench to watch it for an hour or two, and then come back talking while walking. Life is like this. There is not much pressure, but there is too much leisure.. In the end of the year, one person gets 12 kilos of oil and more than 100 kilos of millet.. Raising a pig, a dog, a cat that catches mice, chickens that lay eggs, ducks that yell, and rabbits that eat grass. It takes a whole year for a pig to kill a hundred catties, but the meat is sweet and green. The same is true of chickens and ducks, which have few eggs but are nutritious. Such foods are natural and original, and have no hormones and are not contaminated.!     We were dressed in homespun shirts, eating raw sweet potatoes, chewing raw wheat, carrying a small military schoolbag, a rusty knife in an iron pencil case, a soybean – sized eraser, and a few nail-like pencils. The schoolbag was not heavy, but we studied very hard. There are no shoes at the feet, but the pace is very happy!     Today, it’s National Day again, because the company can only take one day off. After leaving work at ten o’clock last night, I made more than 40 kilometers to get home, just to write a small article on the Internet.. My wife’s company stayed up all night in order to take a day off. She didn’t come home when I got home. This night, I was alone in front of the computer all night and didn’t even close my eyes until the next morning at 6: 00 am.! In the evening, my wife wanted me to accompany her on a trip to the street. I pushed her because I wanted to catch a draft. She went bitterly to herself. After she left, I felt uncomfortable and sorry for her, and inexplicable pain hit me hard.! Is this the modern life we want? If in the past, I thought we could go out and have a good walk together, even if we didn’t buy anything, just look at it!     But not today, because only rest days are my personal working hours, and in normal times, I have completely sold myself to the company.. So sometimes I often think that people living in the Internet age are tired or not? Happy is not happy? How far away are they from real life?[ Responsibility Editor: Yi Er ]

Happiness on the Corner

I feel very happy recently. Really. No cheating.   A few days ago, I found that the Gaishui rice in Shaxian snacks is delicious and I feel very happy.   Yesterday, Lao Wu invited him to dinner. He ate very full and delicious, and felt very happy..   Listen to Guo said today that you don’t have to climb Xiangshan this week. I feel very happy.   Last night’s fundraiser was very successful and felt very happy.   I saw a handsome boy on the road. It was a coincidence that the handsome boy gave me a look and felt very happy..   As the Mid – Autumn Festival drew near, xu teacher sent a text message saying that the Mid – Autumn Festival sent ten yuan, feeling very happy..   I’m going to eat egg yolk moon cakes in a few days. I feel very happy just thinking about it.   . Ah, what is happiness? Happiness is actually the trivial things in life. Warm. Comfortable.   Call mom, listen to her blabbering words, listen quietly, then nod and smile as if she were in front of me at the moment, then add quickly: ok! The in the mind will be very warm.   The third sister came back from yoga practice, and the second sister came back soon, Lao Tzu didn’t know what to look at there, laughed from time to time, and chewed at things.. I feel at ease. I feel at ease here. I am a insecure person, no matter where I am, I feel empty and scared even if my parents are around me, but I am at ease here at 712..   After watching Dostoevsky’s participation in the crime and punishment bill for a while, I felt a little strange. I don’t know what’s going on. Now I look at anything and I want to be connected with the law.. Perhaps it may be the reason for studying law.   The life of a person is just a few decades. Happiness or misfortune is just his own subjective feeling.. People who think they are happy will feel very happy even if things go wrong in adversity. On the contrary, if a person always feels unhappy, he will feel in hell even if he lives a paradise – like life..   Whether you want to live in heaven or hell depends on your wishes.   I envy and admire those who clearly live very hard but feel very happy. Such people, like those who kowtow, may have dirty hands and clothes, but their hearts are cleaner than anyone else’s. Those people also, maybe they live at the bottom of the society, they don’t have delicious food, but they are happier than the task force. That’s because they have a very happy heart.   I also want to have that kind of heart.   Now try your best to start …… Happiness is not far from me. I look forward to meeting it around the corner..   Happiness on the Corner.

Gather together

After 30 years away from his alma mater, the old classmates met in March 2013, the happy season of spring and blooming flowers, and the expectation of 30 years finally converged into today’s laughter and laughter, which became a resonant emotion surge.     After 30 years of passing water, let’s always cherish the ambition of serving the country. Thirty years of vicissitudes of life have added a few silks of splendor to us. We were young and vigorous in those days, and now we are middle – aged, with temples stained with frost.. In the past 30 years, we have experienced too much hardships in starting a business, too much rain and snow, and we have reaped fruits and created brilliant achievements.. In the past 30 years, we have walked together with the times. We have witnessed the development of the country and the change of the society together. We bravely responded to all the ups and downs of life, sang songs all the way, remembered our duties and served the country..     After 30 years of teacher-student relationship, let’s always be grateful. Thirty years ago, the teacher did not know how much effort was expended in the face of our students who were few and far between.. Every time we have problems in life, there will always be teachers asking questions and asking questions, every time we have problems in study, there will always be teachers answering questions and answering questions, and every time we wander at the crossroads of life, there will always be teachers’ guidance and guidance.. Teacher, you are our paving stone, you are our navigation light, and you are our booster. In the past 30 years, every achievement we have made has been devoted to your selfless efforts. Your teacher will never forget it and it will be difficult to repay it..     After 30 years of care, let’s often think about the friendship between our classmates. Although living conditions were difficult 30 years ago, all memories are still so good. Despite material poverty, our spiritual world is rich and full. We look forward to the future and have dreams in our hearts. Let’s never forget the music of youth on campus.. After leaving school, we all ran our own things, and even haven’t been masked for 30 years. Today, we finally fulfilled the dream of many people for many years. Although we can’t name each other, we still vaguely remember what we looked like at that time. From everyone’s expressions, I saw a caring heart that has passed through 30 years, with deep love and lasting friendship..     Thirty years of rain and wind have made us remember the beauty of life. In the past 30 years, we have done our duty of being a son and a woman and filial piety, and our children have also learned something or started a family and established a career, and we have also done our duty of being a father and a mother.. After sending away the morning of life and the midday sun, we ushered in the afternoon sun. It’s time for us to hurt ourselves, live happily and work happily..     Time can take away youth, but it can’t take away the deep friendship between classmates, how many times we have been dreaming and how many times we have been longing, let’s put aside the noise of the world, put down all the troubles, go to the corridor of the past, listen to the familiar voice, look at the long-lost face and rediscover the beautiful memory..

Fate ( the other two )

Life is so short that we are eager to release our dreams when we are young. Unconsciously, in the drifting sound of time, we are looking for our own best years. I don’t know how many years later, at the moment when you suddenly look back, do you still remember my vaguely beautiful appearance and whether you still moved by the lush years.   The fate is as light as the wind, and I always yearn for each other as if I were a drowning man desperately grasping the straw in a dream.. However, after all, I still can’t catch it, just like tears in my dream.   Tears are meaningless cries and all beings are equal. Because the desire is too much and the search is too far away, fate is even lighter. The dead are like this, the river flows eastward, as if the scenery is beautiful, everlasting and peaceful, but it is so hurried that I am caught off guard.. Close at hand, and quietly passed away.    [ time ][ original ]jiangdong, waves washed out. The dead, like husband, don’t give up day and night. Time, like running water, drips silently forward, irretrievably in the rising and falling of the sun and in the splendor and gloom of the stars..   The greatest power in the world is the power of time, because he is irresistible, because he will never return, no matter how brilliant and beautiful a person is at one time, he will eventually grow old in time and settle in the dust of history.. Even though the’ spring breeze glows over horseshoe disease’, it will eventually become loess. No matter how rich a person once was, he will eventually disappear in time and melt into nature, and his money will eventually be owned by others..   As if people were born here and died there, they interpreted a dream in the transformation of time. The prosperity and decline of the past are the changes of the sea and the fields in time.. Creation makes man, and man is the most elven species in the world. He can feel the changes of the four seasons and the alternation of the sun and the moon. However, ordinary people cannot appreciate the ” gradual” of time.. Gradually, it was an imperceptible change. Unconsciously, the figure of a child was gone. Unconsciously, the world began to become more complicated. Unconsciously, frost and snow were added to the temples, and the former passion faded. Unconsciously, the old dragon clock shrank into wood carvings in the warm corner of the winter until this moment, when it was suddenly awakened that he was really old.! Looking back on the past, one’s life – youth, youth, middle age and old age – is like a flash in the eye.. Very close – as if in yesterday; Far away – that was clearly many years ago. Sigh in memory: Alas, life is really short!   In fact, people’s life is very long. We just numbed the changes of time in the gradual progress of time. By the time we discovered it, it was already many years later.. As if our changes were completed in a flash, that’s why we have the feeling of ” between the fingers and the waves”.   Jiangdong, the waves washed out. I woke up early in the afternoon without giving up the night and day.. The solar term has arrived in late autumn, and the day is very short. When I got up, the afternoon sun lazily dropped into the courtyard of the patio, and the white walls around me reflected the yellow sun, giving me a quiet and peaceful atmosphere.. On weekdays, when I am free, I have no intention of feeling the beauty of this godsend life until I find it after work – this short break, but I am not allowed to enjoy it more and more deeply..   About half an hour later, I have gone to my workplace. After a short break, we started our own work. At this time, the sunset has been hidden under the earth, but the curtain of the night has not completely hidden the vacant world. Before long, the night became heavy without interest, and the high-pressure lights in the freight yard shone with a bright yellow and red color, shining every inch of my work.. These bright lights in full bloom will shine all night and will accompany me faithfully tonight.   The long night was full of peace and noise, as if in a lonely dreamland, but the roar of the surrounding machines clearly demonstrated the extraordinary excitement. The bustle annihilated the silence and also annihilated everyone. I occasionally looked up and looked around. Everyone was doing his own work and no one was paying attention to others. The atmosphere at night easily made people ” indifferent” and in this ” indifferent” inertia, I suddenly felt the insignificance of people – how insignificant people were in the endless nights around me..   A thousand years ago, a guest of letters visited Red Cliff and sighed ” One Chestnut in the Sea”, and tonight’s night was also a source of such feeling, as if the ancients had gone after a thousand years of reincarnation, leaving only such a sentence and such a state of mind to give the latter taste when the long night is over and when the black wings of the long night fade away their great curtains, the light of the new day will soon shine on the earth.. In other people’s dreams, I worked all night. I learned in the dawn that life is not easy. When I think back to me at this moment several years later, I should thank tonight, because it gives me a deeper understanding of the meaning of ” life is not easy”. These four words alone give me more reason and understanding to respect and tolerate others.!   The morning breeze blew away the dawn, and the feeling of numbness that hung over the night suddenly vanished, like the longing to wear that will come out of the East China Sea in the day, although I don’t know what I want at the moment.. Just when I had this mood at the moment, I inadvertently looked up and it flew into my sight. It hovered in the air gliding, but never flew out of my horizon. Finally, it stopped on a steel shelf not far from me. This is an eagle, an eagle I don’t know where it came from.   The place where I work is near the sea to the east, with jagged logs and spreading thousands of grass on the shore. Pine trees are in the majority, pine leaves are like needles and pine branches are like covers. It is very suitable for the reproduction of small animals. Perhaps it is the reason for this. This eagle flew here to look for them..   There are thousands of classes in the world that live forever and are busy because of their lives, just like me and like this eagle. I work tonight to live, and eagles leave their nests to feed for a living. The eagle in memory is low on the hill, and the legend says that the eagle is nestled in the cliff..I looked to the south, it was a dense village, and in the distance was a misty mountain. Although the mountain was not very high, I thought the eagle’s nest should be somewhere secluded there.? In the secret place, there is the eagle’s concern. My eyes flitted past the village where morning smoke curled up, and through the thin foggy Mianshan, I seemed to see a nest hanging on the cliff, two pairs of inexperienced and sleeping eyes in the nest, and I seemed to see a pair of gentle wings firmly guarding the eagle’s hope..   For the eagle in my horizon, it doesn’t know where the food it is looking for is hiding at the moment, however, it suddenly flies away, toward the depths of the forest, disappears, disappears in the line of sight I watched, and I know it has gone to the place where it is looking for hope..   The first ray of sunshine on the new day cast itself on the earth, and I stood in the sunrise. Suddenly, I felt like I was standing in hope. Although everything was hard to predict in the future, as long as I pursued it, as long as I did not give up, like the eagle that had just left me, hope would be closer and closer to me until one day, I could reach it.

Early autumn

On the sunny day of early autumn, the sun is warm, the wind is cool, the wicker is graceful, the autumn insects deep in the grass chirp and sing in the afternoon, and the plump caterpillars crawl anxiously on the ground looking for a way out. The garden has long been uninhabited and overgrown with weeds, and the flowers originally planted have been submerged. The first two days suddenly saw a small yellow flower in the garden and white butterflies dancing among the flowers. It turned out to be a cauliflower, just blooming in this season. Is poured out a new idea.     Sometimes when I rest at home, I will voluntarily weed in the garden, with all kinds of grass juice on my hands. There is a small piece of green grass in the garden, but a lot of dog’s tail grass will grow in the garden one summer. When weeding, sometimes I will roll to the leaves of the grass, and the grass juice with slightly bitter palms will be mixed with light vanilla flavor..     The early autumn afternoon wind is also cool, although the sun is still a little warm. This kind of weather is the most pleasant, isn’t it. Beans covered with fences, white or purple. The melon seedlings on the haystack, the big leaves standing upright, the yellow flowers facing the sun. The corn cob in the field is about to mature. The leaves of bean seedlings are yellow. Although it is still a large green area in front of me, it is no longer the lively tender green in spring, but dark green.. It was green with time settling down, green with sentimental attachment before saying goodbye to the world. After a gust of wind, some leaves that are too early to grow old will fall in rustling. Day by day, the ground rolls with the wind.     Sitting on the bench, I will quietly listen to the wind in the shade. The sun sent the shadow of the wicker down sparsely. The shadow on the ground is wobbly, just like the ripples on the surface of the water. I like to listen to the wind, the wind between flowers and plants is like a butterfly stirring its wings, it is a whisper of tenderness. The wind among the willows is as graceful as it is, and it is also rustling and soft, and the leaves rub against each other to appease each other, which is the chatting of ancient beauties.. The sound of Hongda comes from poplar forest. Poplar tall and strong body posture is not jump in its thick voice shouts. Even if a small gust of wind passes through, it also stirs up waves of echoes. If there is a strong wind, it will be rough. The wind is either gentle or surging, or whispering through the heart, or purging the feelings of love and hate between the breasts.. wanton and simple, will eventually calm down. If you lie on the sunny grass, you are a small member of all things in nature, and you are the same walker, walker and reader. Maybe I will never understand the mystery of nature and the meaning of life, but it is a great happiness to feel the wind with my body and mind at this moment..     The blue sky, white clouds and sunshine in early autumn . Ah, not only my love, but also the love of swallows, sparrows and all the unknown birds.. It is the love of bees and butterflies. They danced so joyfully and sang happy songs. Even if the cold is about to strike, they also know their respective destinations. As long as the sunshine is sunny and warm during the day, it will still be a good day.     I don’t know when the haze will come, but it will leave after all. Just like the summer and winter of the season, the weather is sunny and rainy. Some people say that the sufferings and difficulties of the world, the disputes and troubles, are only a practice in this life. Someone once encouraged me to convert to religion and find spiritual support. And I always stay away from religion. Whether it’s the creation of God or the gift of nature, enjoy all kinds of scenery, listen to all kinds of beautiful sounds, taste or coarse or delicate food … Ah, enjoy it and suffer it inevitably.. People are nothing more than perceptual or rational feelings and thinking. It is like a high sky in autumn, which can hold bright sunlight and heavy rain and strong winds.. Try to be a person with a broad mind.     I would like to be calm in this world’s practice.


When I came out of my mother’s house, it was getting dark, but my son Zhe offered to go to his classmate Qijia with the following sentence: Mom, you don’t want to go, go home by yourself.     Because of this month’s exam, my son did not do well in the exam. To be exact, he didn’t want to answer the exam. The teacher in charge called me several times and said that the child’s adolescence was a rebellious period and he should watch carefully.. No, I will go with you too, I answered without thinking.     What are you going to do, mom? I’ll go home after a while.     My mother will go with you, and I will chat with Qi’s mother, which will not affect your playing with your classmates..     When my son saw that he couldn’t get past me, he could only agree that I should go to his classmate Qijia together..     Qi is a resident of the school. His mother worked in the Arrongqi Hotel because he did not do well in the monthly exam. Her mother also gave up working and went back to the small room where she used to accompany her.. Qi casually threw potatoes outside the cellar, and I told his mother about the children’s schooling. We parents really have nothing to do with our children.     Coming out of Qi’s house, his son and Qi said to me, ” Mom, let’s go south. It’s at least 80 meters from the south to the big puddle. How can we get there and wade in the water?”? I asked him both back.     Then listen to you and go north. The two teenagers, who are a big head taller than me, smiled at each other. I was carrying a handy bag of potatoes, and it was even harder to walk.     But I took a few steps, why didn’t they move? A look back, ok, two boys, go south, turned out to be trying to get rid of me, but it’s not so good. I quickly turned around and headed south, shouting as I walked: Are you two playing with me in the opposite direction? Smelly boy, also cheat me.     Mom, I didn’t lie to you. I talked to Qixiang alone. You can go by yourself. Mom won’t listen. I’m behind you and keep a certain distance. Besides, Mom’s ear is near – sighted. She hasn’t brought a mirror yet and can’t hear anything. You two can rest assured.     I also poked fun at my son and Qi. In fact, it is also true in my heart, probably because of my desire for freedom. I like to give my son and daughter some space, and I don’t know whether to respect their privacy or indulge them..     This section of the road is not very long, it is a little more than a mile long. The cement road built the year before last was already a sandy road because of its poor quality and low cement number.. In my opinion, it is not as good as the original dirt road, because some potholes will be filled with a lot of sewage during the spring, summer and autumn of each year, causing great inconvenience to pedestrians.. The car couldn’t hit the driving door when it came, and the water overflowed the door. While thinking about it, he secretly scolded those who did the project: Spend black money, cheat people, and it would be better not to repair a good road like this? People in this world have lost their conscience?     Mom, what are you muttering about? Slow down. It’s not easy to go. I have been warned by my son who swam across the frightful’ river’ on the other side..     On this side of the bank, I carefully explored the road for fear of getting wet and soiling the high heels. Picking places that have little water and can safely walk past slowly and slowly with their feet up..     At the end of the day, the son did not know whether to wait for me to get impatient or to keep the ” certain distance” with me, and they left again.. I was angry and wanted to laugh.     But now I’ve come out, I’m strolling hard about my shoes, and the mud on my shoes has fallen off. Son and Qi still walked in front talking and laughing, keeping a distance of about 30 meters with me from beginning to end..     Didi, the phone rang. I quickly put down my handy bag and answered the phone. It was from a classmate in the county and asked me about buying a house.. I simply talked a few words, hung up the phone, looked up and disappeared my son and his classmates. I regretted not looking at where they went and chasing them quickly. The first reaction was to go quickly.     Mom, why are you walking so fast?     Suddenly, there was a cry from his son behind him. Turned around and saw that his son and his classmates had entered the supermarket. Now my son has asked me to pull down a long distance. I urgently need to find a proper reason for my mother to go to your two parents’ home to borrow books. I don’t know if I am there. Maybe it’s because I panicked my son.. My sister-in-law’s house is near where I am. I often go to her house to borrow books. For the sake of the lies I just told, I went into my sister-in-law’s house crustily and came out with two more books in my hand to participate in the bosom friend regulations..     My son smiled when he saw it: My mother loved reading books and was a tailor in her previous life.. Ha-ha. He and his classmates laughed at each other. I also smiled shyly and got red in the face..     The road ahead is much better, and my son also took over the potatoes in my hand. I am also very pleased. The son is a very tall young man, wearing a small pair of glasses, very handsome and lovely.At the age of 16, when I was in adolescence, I knew what to do with him, but the theoretical practice I saw in those books was really a piece of paper, and I still did not trust or trust more..     More than 500 meters of road, I seem to act as a spy, following two teenagers who want to leave me behind. Think about it, it’s really ridiculous, and there are many helpless. However, as far as my son and I are concerned, this distance has been maintained all the time. I just follow the distance instead of breaking it..     Between people, between parents and children, isn’t it? Trust and communication will shorten this distance, or they will only get farther and farther away from each other.

Country Park Travel Notes

With the footsteps of spring, my heart began to recover after a quiet winter, and I began to want to take a walk in the suburbs, so I went to the nearby country park to feel the breath of spring and see the budding of early spring..     Stepping into the park, it looks humble and is still under construction, with the busy figure of workers and machines. However, it just satisfied my desire to see no nature in the city, the simplest nature, in which I saw an unmodified shadow. Some wild vegetables began to emerge from the woods, one by one. From time to time, we saw 3322 vegetable diggers looking for this delicious little life among the woods..     Looking at the sprouting small bone flower, my heart slowly overflowed, my small desire was suddenly satisfied, and my small life implied what a beautiful life and hope. Clusters of grass on the ground began to stir up their heads and saw a lonely but beautiful migratory bird at the water’s edge. It looks as if they have lost their way with the birds..     Every time in nature, there is always the feeling of being integrated with nature, and I can’t even feel tired. It’s just the feeling of the pulse of nature that is connected with my own breath, as if life is also connected, and it is beginning to become full of vitality.. The most real essence of human being is also nature, and the animal that belongs to it is just like a bird jumping between branches, so it can enjoy this feeling of nature and be embraced by it, as gently as all things in nature, and all kinds of life naturally accept this embrace like a baby. What a natural and harmonious nature I have started to be poor again, and the foolish self in nature has also been embraced without exclusion, including my shortcomings, shortcomings, mistakes, etc.. Every time I came to nature, my heart was washed clean, and the affection and satisfaction that I couldn’t get rid of began to enrich into all the cells in my body, sucking enough oxygen from nature, and my eyes looked at everything that was full of life, and my heart was moistened, as if I instantly became young, and wanted to blossom like a bud and jump away like a bird..     With the gift of nature, I left the park, returned to the city, and began to realize that I wanted to live in seclusion.

Borrow money to know friends, how much sincerity is in it

I saw a story in my nephew’s space: so-and-so borrowed money for business and called one by one according to the degree of closeness and closeness of his friends, and did not borrow it until the 10th place, feeling extremely empty. At ordinary times, there are so few friends who can be trusted when things happen.. The friend who learned of the matter wanted to try his friendship and also tried to borrow money from his friend: the result was that the first five or six said they could not lend immediately, only the second two said they were ok and would try to make money.. It is certainly not the only way to test a friend’s relationship by borrowing money – but it is also an extremely important way in today’s society.. I deeply understand this.     Last year, I borrowed 300,000 yuan in a week to raise funds for buying a house and agreed to return it in three months.. Sister – in – law said there would be no problem, just asking when to ask for it, and also saying that there is a need to find another way – the same flesh and blood, which outsiders can’t compare with.. The other two friends all said a little discount, but they also mentioned it in time – it was a true friend, and they could count as much as they could at that time.. One of them also said, ” Take it and use it whenever you want. When I return it on time, he also said,” If it’s tight, give it back to others first; I’ll put it here first, and then I need to get ” —” what a good friend can do this? Moved at heart. Only one, according to the relationship I calculated in my mind before opening my mouth, was quite good. I did too much help to himself and his wife when they worked. I didn’t expect to say anything about it. He was the only one who didn’t lend me any money – of course, I left room when I opened my mouth, and it would have been enough without his money.. The experience gained from borrowing money is the same as the experience gained in life: it is not your help but your true friends, there is not much contact with each other at ordinary times, but the people who are warm in heart are the people you can trust. Some people have not learned to be grateful, and those who often depend on each other in their hearts can rely on them.. Of course, friends who communicate with each other attentively and treat each other sincerely are still true friends after all.     Compared with my friends in the story, I don’t think I have lost much.. As soon as I opened my mouth, I got support and didn’t do any more tests. It seems that my basic feeling is still right. I thought that the people who can give me money to use are not different from the actual results.. In addition to the sisters, three people were found, and two agreed and implemented, accounting for 66 %. 6 %, in the current social environment, is a high score. This number represents two facts: what my friend thinks in my heart and what I think in my friend’s heart. More than half, basically can be gratified.     However, I also feel that if I expand the scope and have more needs, it is doubtful whether I can keep such figures.. I can’t be sure that all the friends I think are really’ iron brothers’, and a friend that may be overlooked at ordinary times is the true man. I don’t think borrowing money can definitely test the distance of friends. Perhaps I don’t really know enough about the current economic situation of friends. Maybe people just need money when things happen. I know that there are not too many real good friends in a person’s life. Don’t overestimate the value of helping others in other people’s lives over the years, and don’t overestimate your position in other people’s hearts … Ah, I also wonder what I would do if someone asked me to borrow money.. I think, maybe the result is the same: there is nothing to say between relatives, which was practiced earlier when siblings needed it.. As for friends, two friends recently spoke, and one borrowed without saying anything. Another borrowed something, saying that a boss who had just met was caught looking for a woman in a hotel somewhere and asked him to help pay the fine and give the account number. He didn’t help but let me lend it.. I was confused and said you should find out the situation first. How could such a thing be possible. A few hours later, he called to say that it was no use and fell for it. His 2000 yuan hit Shui Piao. I said fortunately, if you insist on it again, I might have thought about it. It seems that some friends want to think clearly about borrowing money from each other. Maybe it is not to help him but to hurt him.. It is said that there are some exquisite things about borrowing money: those who do business can’t borrow, those who lend to others can’t borrow, and those who don’t do business can’t borrow … ah, if you can’t borrow money from friends in serious matters, you’ll really be cold in your heart.. This will surely show the true and false degree of friends, and also the living state of oneself: without a few true friends, I am not true either.. It is indeed appropriate to look at your work and life in the mirror of friends.     February 3, 2012