Every day, millet have to go to the slopes.There full of butterfly flower.Shy and quiet millet in love with it like herself gentle flowers.Here, just feel free millet happy. For several weekends, students will come to this constitution sketch.Straight nose, clear and bold face, beige casual jacket clean and clear.Millet has never seen his eyes, because he always loved sketching head down.Millet think it must be a deep bright eyes, he watched the man was a golden sun plated layer profile, millet and my heart full of sweet.At this time, the Constitution also found millet born just been watching her, so she nodded toward.They have known. Students know that the Constitution is the Academy of Art graduate.His paintings are fresh and natural, pure and filled with warm.But his character sketch is always the same woman, mused, smile, side of.It was his first girlfriend, college students, graduate students went to France, the two also broke up.Also on this hillside, leaving their best memories. Millet looked distressed constitutional born thin face, brush the tears to flow down.She said to him, I’d do you draw the heroine, I’ll make you happy.Constitution raw eyes lit up, this gentle and quiet girl made him feel so close. Millet more than once begged students to their constitution painting, vague constitutional born first, then replied that the man accustomed to painting.Millet wanton tears, just sighed promised constitutional Health.However, no matter how life trying constitution, as long as the slopes in this piece, he drew a bad millet, brush in our hands, unable to write. Millet cried, constitutional survivors in memory of former girlfriend, so you can not focus, or else how anywhere else he can be handy painting very good?Health Constitution only helpless and horrified to explain, but he can not explain such a strange phenomenon, saying that there is an invisible force caught his hand, who believe it? Until that girl back, about constitutional raw tea.Millet refused to go along, but behind them.She catches the eye is the woman weeping into the arms of constitutional life, the Constitution also cry Health.Millet grief harder and harder, and turned to leave.Constitution immediately after birth found that chase, only heard a sound emergency brake, the Constitution born of the body is falling apart.. Millet never know, life is sad constitution because the girl has a terminal illness, dying.He also promised to marry the girl and millet as soon as possible, take good care of millet lifetime.On constitutional born overnight grave covered with flowers butterflies, flowers and butterflies on a hillside suddenly withered into a wasteland. In ancient Greek mythology, the Zeus fell in love with Ira Kos princess Io, Hera was known.To avoid persecution Io Hera, Zeus changed her into a white bull, then, Io whine cry all day.Zeus worried about her crying blind, the future recovery of people behind the fly in the ointment, it ordered the earth to grow for the cattle in terms of nice and delicious butterfly flower, as long as Io tired of crying, looking down to see her grimace butterfly flower, he could not help live laugh, beautiful butterfly flower will bring unlimited comfort Io. Since then, butterfly flower became a symbol of comfort, it can soothe lost lover’s heart.
Wisteria hanging in the high cloud wooden flower vine like soaking up the sun, feel the share beautiful sunny mood is always beautiful butterflies dancing around you this is the language of flowers on thick wisteria bay leaves, addicted to love… Flowers wrapped look, drape hanging my secret heart, butterflies swaying willing to stay on your share of crooked cane weigh heavy thoughts, your wonderful never ending drama, starring in the network to you and me quietly watching the screen before you look at when people leave on the web, I see myself, alone and solitary thoughts, you can feel it… You are wisteria, you wind swaying in the wind in their minds met in the virtual network wisteria full of strings, as you see the drop Sunrise night flashing on the screen you figure my mood is particularly excited to stay in butterflies put your heart on Wisteria plug in the wings of a butterfly just want to have their own world of illusion can no longer willing to quietly enjoy their noisy dancing happy but I still never forget I will never leave you words of love in his dreams I believe there will always be love. If it can be like the wind and rain once and alienation and intimacy do not ask you do not say that the secret joy that will warm your heart you dry in such stories leave me in such sad thoughts may be moved will become memories make me very easy to daydream wish yourself into a beautiful butterfly dancing around you, count on you for you are a wisteria addicted to love Do not forget to quietly love, then I have been less than give. You’re Zi Teng flowers butterflies dance around your wisteria happens I will also see to your.Addicted to you.You also need to thank you miss.Give me dancing attachment you are in my heart forever heart is still beautiful wisteria soldiers
Tonight open information related to those you see most of your affection seems to have really daydream dress flying season that is not really the age of youth at a flower open to let in the face of a butterfly’s dream intoxicated strings broke, break it three one thousand corners, the spouses fall flowers submerged, buried once the wind ripple butterfly if pity, who fell on the fingertips jealously guarding a butterfly, look Huakaihuaxie years of age a man, butterfly dream fly, too hastily across the rain did not stop glass mouth a name does not know will not call winter break silence no words fly a butterfly garden at the appropriate temperature it is neither love nor Shall give it the quietest night of confession
Who opened hazy slender fingers, the wind sent through the intimacy of a green shadow, light bathed the mountains back, just waiting for the pink shore Stir the water drawn from Swallow brushed, soft ride in face bridges to the brink of flowers, Cui Wei who has a green smile, so light, trembling left lying in the grass dreams, thrown around the corner the night of the spring wire like a fishing boat across the river flows splashing the ebb and flow of the picturesque scenery can be somewhat similar to the total bud glittering in the distance a vast wilderness, the possibility of time to obtain a return spring bearing receiver with a love of dreams just as my fate in silence if it followed through to me a little time, give me a pair of wings I can fly to the snow-capped mountains of courage and eyes, are Meng Yu Xin sent to the southern ancient getting the ferry, a few paper umbrellas, a Bing Xin Hua has been marching twilight years gone only that the millennium moss still has not been Magnificence washed out early sprouting of spring rain Border Town township humming Wyse songs, wandering footsteps returned often unwarranted passing the bridge of the year to visit that year lost butterfly dream
A bamboo flute blowing shells buckle Zither away mountains and water, thousands of miles wide of clouds moonlight glass, rub off Yuk Han Xiang butterfly dream Yiyi your smile, it is just a pure and noble lotus Dimei quiet, they bleed open this time of clear shadow then winter, there is a surplus with white snow drift, fall into your gentle palm twilight darkens, only your facial features graceful flowery watery wait quietly at your fingertips to bridge the night of the story, in your incense Looking back in suddenly thrust away, the dream becomes very soft very light and you Munson warble, like a white flower window of a parked, sing drunk plum branches of the language to know before you fly edge of the deep edge of the shallow life but is a flourishing flashy pyrotechnics even miss the moment between Lloret de Mar will also fragrant glance that swept over a thousand mountains, after all, in the twilight snow so you dance, youth-depth season Tasui diamonds in the rough that startled the time of the achievements of a thin pen Qin cold ice crystal lotus legend follow your exquisite and elegant finish I saw you fall from the sky, spin the floating silently, batik is also a world of pure and crystal clear, if available, please promise I endorse the depths of the Red sincere wishes extension under your care of a Allure Eyebrow buckle your smile away the purple Ning Ning Fang Chen Since then, rain and snow started falling, Years went by you, is still top of the iceberg of the lotus flower Su Yue Ying empty, a dream, the Millennium
He and she is a childhood sweetheart, primary schools, secondary schools, universities spent in the same school after graduation, two people come together to create a coastal city dream.They were the two companies found a job, start up with passion and hard work. However, she suddenly sick, weak body up quickly.Slowly, she began to swoon. Diseases come as a surprise, because two people just to work, have no savings, and both sides support two families who have exhausted all university. Her more serious illness.Can borrow borrowed, her illness finally results – congenital heart disease. The only cure for this disease is to change the heart, for the heart, the donor is not so difficult to find that the cost would need 300,000 yuan.Alive and eager to make her face astronomical dropped to the ice. Ten days later, at his suggestion, she came home from the care of her mother, then to his mother suddenly disappeared, and she did not say goodbye, just leaving a fairy-tale letter: “That day, I had a dream, a fairy say, if I had only three years to become a butterfly, I will always fly around on your side.”Looking at the letter, her tears fell down, she did not believe him because of her illness can not be cured and escape.She called to his unit, his colleagues told her that he had resigned, and do not know where he was.She called to his home, his parents actually do not know where he went, she knew that he was deliberately avoided their own, want to leave her ah. In the first 28 days after he walked out, she suddenly received an anonymous $ 300,000 donation.Because of this anonymous act, she was up media attention. Soon, donor found.The operation was very successful. But whenever I think about him, her heart still often hurts. She knew it was another disease, take time to heal.She quickly let themselves be a suitor, she thought, the best way to bury a relationship is to enter another love. A year later in the summer, she put on a wedding dress.After the wedding ceremony, she and groom surrounded by relatives and friends to the park video.In front of a flower bed, she happily nestled in the groom’s chest, his smile dazzling.Suddenly, a large black butterfly flew from her ear, her heart suddenly a little pain. Some things not to say forget you can forget, she remembered him.He promised her to love her life, no matter what changes occur, he promised him to personally put on her wedding dress, regardless of wealth and poverty.But now.She was a little hate themselves, hate their heart should have missed a negative person, you should not miss hated man other than her husband.She began to start to concentrate on wife. After a summer of three years, she and her husband led year-old daughter out of eating Kentucky Fried Chicken, a man greeted her stiff Zhengzhu – he actually. His white hair a lot, a lot of people are haggard, lost a lot, she was overwhelmed, he smiled, the first to speak: “This is your daughter right?So cute.”She just mechanically promised.That evening, heart crest and once past him, tears fall on the pillow. Another three years passed, and one day, she was a news in the newspaper shocked.That probably means the news: Seven years ago, a young man working for a securities company local to the south, after two weeks of work, the young man used his position, misappropriation of customer value 30 million shares after the surrender sale.When surrender has been converted into cash payment was $ 300,000 left, young explanation is gambled away.Three years ago, after the young man ahead of his release, he started a small business owner.Three years later, the business is growing in the fire, he then stolen his $ 300,000 reimburse the securities companies that have been working.She saw the, stunned, she knew, he runs a company, she knew, the year that 30 million anonymous donation must be him.Man tears out of the eyes, her mind only one sentence: I’m sorry, can go to the end in this life is impossible, then the next life, I must you become just another butterfly.
His name is Luc Besson, the French. That year parents took him to Morocco on vacation to a tractor after dinner on the open desert, there is a white linen with floral turned again pulled up, with support something like two tree trunks in the desert.Suddenly, the white sheets actually had a silhouette with music, he flies down the bunch has a lot in the past Mitsumochi dancing and found them from the tractor in a mysterious instrument. That projectors, my mother said: we are looking at a movie. He quieted down, looked up to see the movie, it is a comedy, but he did not think how funny.See half of the time, there are only Luotuo Gang clever pass, because the sheets blocking its path, it seems to be going to bed sheets ripped off.So many people ran to catch a camel, this time he smiled, for him, this comedy under the screen more cola. He later said it was his first time to see three-dimensional movies.In fact, that is his first movie: The first time, I realized that the movie is so interesting things. That year, he was 9 years old. Adolescence, head full of strange fantasy that he is simply suffering, he would write it down and put those words themselves as screenplay.Most of those who are reading the script first bird black trash can, but that occurred in that era, “The Fifth Element” is 16 years old written onto the film to be in his 40 years old screen, $ 200 million global box office. 20 years old, he has written 30 plays.Because imagination is too developed, but also because nothing.His French spelling is not very good, so he did not dare to play out those posters, people who make future surprises whimsy thus become the secret of his youth.But he also has specific age in a sly, go first class French girl accomplishments helped him correct the error and print the script because he discovered she was a little like me.But in fact she was a little ugly, he does not want to be with her, but someone must correct his mistake many years later, he commented: You see, the artist’s life so. At 20 years old, he went to apply for a film school.First off the interview, the examiner let him say his favorite director, he said a few names, can not wait finished, it was stopped, the other told him not fit here.And 15 years later, has been renowned the world over, he was asked to teach this film school, he said that I teach something you do not fit.Yes, the director is also a little vengeful. He did not intend to forgive them.20 years old, he was so young, he was covered in full so incredible power, he just determined his life’s dream is a movie, but they say he does not fit. Since this is not suitable for young people fought in the Hollywood film industry, from the bottom of the unskilled laborer to start, four years later he set up his own film company Crown Prince Pictures.After the “blue sea Love” “Nikita,” “The killer is not too cold,” “The Fifth Element” He shot nine films, classics department, one of the world’s most cattle director. In December 2006, his tenth film released in France, and 48-year-old announced he was at this time: After that, he will give up the movie, engaged in charity, to help young people have a dream. For people who dream of a gasoline equivalent of a car.No country in the world, under any regime, no one can stop you to dream, this is an incredible force.Even if you are locked up in his cell in a small, we can not do anything, but no one can stop you to dream.Yes, who can stop, but he also has to help young people have a dream to realize a dream, because once they are his own. The nature of the film does not do is dream?48-year-old Luc Besson at the time of his dream come true, to make more young people to dream, this is his understanding of the film’s most devout, but he dreams of the most profound insights.
Part VIII after a blind date in 2010, returned to his hometown through a variety of relationships and institutions seeking to edit a job, twists and turns is five years.Five years is a very long time concept five years many things happened, five years, I know a bunch of people can talk can drink together, understanding some of the rhetoric of people, met some say hello to meet people, to know some will not be met greet people, to know some people love to join in the fun of these people, some I like, some I was sick, so I have some frustration, there let me grow up, these days there is a growing frustrated, I felt like I was a “man”, and I want to do my own thing, I will try every means to try, I chose the post friends, some things just told them, some only eat rice with them, only drink some wine with them, but fortunately they have, I made a boy grow into a man’s road, companionship, there are incentives, determination.I want my own growth as a man with a plan, have to play people, people pay attention, there are friends who have a loved one have with people.This year, I moved from the countryside to urban settlement, I am married, I have a wife, I have children, I have a house, I have a small pile of friends, I have a job, I have my own small family of , I have trouble, I have pressure, I have difficulties, I have hope, I have to invest, and I have failed, I have a fixed salary, I have been invited, I have been making things difficult, and I have a new friend, and I can not remember old friends, I have a lot of students do not touch, and I have fond memories of people and events had forgotten, I have debt, I have tears, I have insomnia, and the others should not have had, and the recall of memories and should not have memories of it, that should not be forgotten and forget all forget.After five years until I resigned.That year, I’m thirty.I went to the institution of the first day of duty, first met was a tall girl, without wearing high heels than I have, long hair, long face, two large front teeth, Laughter.The second is to see sat painted red, dense and thick red lipstick on woman’s desk, knock the seeds, leg up on the other leg, talking and laughing.The third person is a soft-spoken girl talk, and then later come in a black kid finished newspapers.The office of the class men basically in attendance.After the young man did not talk to me, just love complaining thick red lips woman asked me what to do, explained what he wanted, it is to wait.I looked at this little house, four tables, two desks, two computer desks, two computers, a printer, a bookcase, a sofa, two ceiling flashlight, as well as central air-conditioning vent, wall a thick discharge a few sleepy newspaper.This newspaper office belonging to the city municipal building, the first floor, this room is the new unit, part of City Cultural Bureau and radio and television subsidiary of the.Municipal Building located at the newspaper, radio and television bureau in the city and on another side street, thirty-four kilometers apart, seemingly do not belong there.The newspaper was losing money to make a living, I heard that there are several issues of printing costs are not paid, because the bureau refused to grant the newspaper advertising revenue very little, I felt lessen the prospects bleared.The main content of the newspaper, including political news, newsletter, special thematic artwork, prose poetry, real estate information, transfer the sale, advertising screen.Front page content is basically a municipal government work conference speech of their leaders, it must be the beginning of so and so who delivered an important speech at the meeting on what, so and so and so who stressed.Edit their speeches, she felt as if from far into the career, with the mayor linked the party secretary, detached, and I want to read several times, profound analysis of the content of the speech of the leader, the reason for profound analysis, because leadership I looked like a classical speech in general, do not understand the word-by-word for word, for people who never in contact with the leadership of speech, it really does not know what he is talking about.Then I discouraged, leadership speech will always be a few words, always meeting, always research study, as if on writing also need a template, as long as the names changed, place and time changed to a junior high school student when a reporter can edit the.Prose poetry is always a leader of the Literary Federation articles, poetry always had to have a sigh of elongated sound “ah” word.Property information is always a certain area a few rooms of several halls, interested, price negotiable, will never tell you about what the price of rental housing for sale will always be at home with children because no one Kandian, reluctantly transfer.Did you see the newspaper is a fool?I think in the end there is no one looking at the newspapers of?Office tall girl big front teeth are always busy with something, thick red lips woman always complaining in blind, I always come to this new proofreading typos later in the document editing and typesetting others, see if there is wrong words and punctuation.When the cold weather, central air conditioning municipal building a unified, open, black leather sofa quality is not bad, it will feel like to sit lie down to sleep in.In a place with the leadership of the office is a good, central air conditioning works well, soft people want to sleep on the sofa, there are no independent office punch, which is nice work.A weekly newspaper issued, so the weekly Tuesday Wednesday Thursday was doing nothing, just free-range dogs and cats, Internet, reading books, reading the newspaper, drinking tea, toilet, thick red lips woman was complaining all day blind tall girl still looks always look busy Friday when the big back head giving her old man editor will come to the office somehow dispensable and say summarize some plans, inexplicable hair a pass fire, said some of the comrades no enthusiasm comments, criticism and self-criticism considered.Next, the content of the next issue of the newspaper came, the recent transfer of leadership speech from TV stations, real estate agent asked do you still want to continue to publish the transfer of information, Internet collecting about the current season of life of small coup, open the mailbox publishing poetry and prose by leaders Saturday or Sunday stay up until one o’clock, after proofreading finalized, send print shop printing, big back head to make a male editor rent one by one to take us back, the last stop of their own home.Later two weeks instead of one week a few months later, because the bureau is no longer allocated funds, printing printing costs do not know is not filled up, from the newspaper closed down.Subsequently, all the newspaper staff took no effective TV channels, officially opened by the revision, since then, I became a television workers, until his resignation.Throughout the year, turns the change of seasons, to go again, come and go, come and go year after year.I feel that my days are coming to an end, to go home to go to work every day, two first-line, from time to time pass lottery shop, daydreaming, talking about dreams, I sometimes think, of those dreams where I go, go all the time the. I was on a crowded street, looked selling breakfast aunt always busy, looking at the shops nearby to change a another one, selling audio equipment into a snack food, barber shop turned into a photo studio, a mobile phone shop change became a selling braised pork, the big supermarkets are still the crossroads, the intersection is often blocked, commercial Street intersection next to the supermarket, the fire is still there to sell clip jelly, department stores but also across the intersection and then renovated Merchants foreign capital, next to the old stadium is still only open a small door, the old comrades still playing croquet, croquet field of small door, the old man is still selling old books, a group of young people is still strange hair into thirty-five Juezhaopigu sitting on the runway fence group of mobile phone seems to play a big girl small daughter, took to the semi-circle along the runway fence, regardless of seasons on the runway sunrise and sunset someone will embark around and around, the young mothers with prams, young people falling in love, female group of a group of girlfriends who swore each other their man or boyfriend, fence outside smoking a cigarette volumes young man is aiming Targets on the ball, the club ramming direction of skating is a small courtyard, the summer will be transformed into a children’s pool, the door will always sound spread to the small courtyard outside, a small yard is uneven basketball court, it uneven, not only because the basketball court is not a rubber cement, but authentic land, five minutes but dust filled the stadium to watch the people no less.From the East Gate, from the north gate, I think the passion of young people here, young people’s entertainment is here, where casual elderly, the elderly mouth chores is here, here I can think of everything, but tell me what to do with it?I’m not here and the guys played basketball, did not pound over the pool, not sitting on the fence by others as a sucker, then ran onto the runway but added several times, with headphones, sweating glasses pushed up a push, Beyond the bridge fell, upward push,.Sometimes noon drunk, alone, went to a corner of the stadium, then spit in a clean concrete floor of a faint and sit for a while, sometimes sit for one afternoon not to go to work anyway also nobody, anyway, or will spit.Sometimes threw the north gate went to the old stadium, I will be particularly careful crossing the street to reach the theater opposite, Jiujin not been, the first thing is to reach across to the nearest public toilet in urine a bubble, after the bladder is no longer oppressed, I will go all the way along the moat to see stagnant water and green, hand touched the head of the weeping willow, make a belch, then go.Along the way, I could see the tall wall, strapped to the wall above the grid, from afar like a fence at the end of the war when the towers built building, standing on the third floor of the same height of the towers, I think around certain visible, especially a gun turret inside the prison guards look at me, I would dismiss a ticket, and then imagine that he had made what was kept in the prison called the third place in this province , before long, I will learn to escape the drama in the plot, under mysteriously circumstances, away, from anonymity, wandering.Later I thought, this is not realistic, then ran, I would want my wife.In that case, a long time, my wife took the children ran with others, others and beat my child, what should I do where to find them.Or they come down in my life, my heart will break.About the same time sober, and then looked up to see the towers, a good hate this place, to call a colleague to ask in the afternoon there is no leadership Chagang, that there is no, then turn into a supermarket to buy the family’s bread, vegetables ,pork.Come back home.Say, home is docked in the harbor, the harbor has to eat, drink, and a bed to sleep, watch TV, balcony sunbathing!Before moving into this house, my wife and I rented a unit in the district of her shantytown, when I go to work in television, she made pre-job training in a coal mine work.To an earlier time that knew her, I was the second year of early winter in television work, she works in a branch of the country’s major coal mine.At that time, I like cold weather, around the neck on a black and white scarf round after round, when the wind came, and will not face reduced to a collar yard clothes to avoid cold outside wearing a tight black leather leather, wearing a dark colored jeans coupled with brown casual shoes, but all the coat sleeve on the 168 figure, but also does not reveal how handsome look.The first time I saw her was in the city’s bustling crossroads, far came Zhaqi head of hair bundle tightly tall, thin face, big eyes, big nose, big earrings hang a left and right on the ear, feeling out her ears can withstand much weight, but this looks a whole lot of mature people, a long section of brown leather, neck deep color silk scarf, black leggings, not high heels , the whole person looks, lanky, thin air, shrewd.Winter day time is very short, the evening peak commute, always packed a narrow county road at every turn, whether it is a car, or people on both sides of shops, road or lights, but there are not a few customers, anxious wait for commuting clerk looked blankly people coming and going out of the window, thoughtfully, as if hope.She walked side by side and two blocks into a popular hot pot super good shop, shop proprietress loud call, pick up seats four seats against the wall motioned us to sit down.Typically, before eating hot pot to wait for some time, waiting for the clerk to prepare dishes and bottom of the pot.Under another general, is the first blind date when both parties sit together, some are relatively stiff, or have some reservations, in any case, still must keep smiling, occasionally glanced at the other one, look at each other’s looks , expression, feeling each other’s attitude, reckoned each other in mind.Listen to people say, can not see the woman staring at a never-ending, or else, will look very uncomfortable, so, you have to hand side to find some things to do.I asked her what is in front of a drink, after which the clerk to call on a big bottle of Coke, hands busy to help her open the plastic wrap wrapped cutlery, this time, I feel the dinner when a bunch of people per person with such a complex package of benefits, for example, there will be a set of cutlery trays, dishes, chopsticks, bowl, a small cup, plus a wine glass.All dishes filled the entire front of us, basically there is no place to put the two arms can.But at this moment, in order to get rid of embarrassment or do not know how to say, when opening remarks, tableware is the best off, open the cutlery, of course, is to help her open, looked so polite, then use hands busy when the mind is also to start busy, but also look busy.For example, some people will no words to find the words, “Now the trouble is that people eat, eat a meal to take so many dishes, I like simple, a bowl, a pair of chopsticks, a cup, out of the way, which eat the drink, unlike in big occasions, drink plenty of water to drink cups, drinking cups have a drink, Sheng Tang Yousheng soup bowls, etc., do not eat a meal break, you think it is a good point points clear, or simply point is good?”.Then, this topic began, no matter how the other answer, come along on the trip, said she likes simple, then we simply follow this road, straining to praise the benefits of simple, if she says it clear point we say hard to distinguish the point of rules, in short, can not do sit, have to find the words to talk, but the words, not just talk, talk much, they will think you are chatter, there are bragging suspects, fewer words, the other side may feel that your heart is hidden in it, to say do not say, always cautious, unreal.So, have a good grasp of just the right sense of proportion, unhurried do not worry, do not grab the best if not interrupted.The best first impression.This one is a Griddle shop, that is to say, after the customer door, waiting for chatting, drinking tea, served in the pot to do is direct the lavish meals, the kind of fried rice noodles, mixed with each inside the most common kinds of condiments such as anise, bay leaves and other obvious exposure in the middle of the dry pork, opened the lid, add the meat condiments an aroma immediately satisfy the appetite.After mutual humility, slowly began to eat up, if none, I will boast this delicious meal, what color it, taste it, seasoning with friends, meat sliced shapes and sizes you, casually boast, boast after a good meal, this mood came, and then came down to business, to carefully observe each other, big eyes or small eyes, a nice smile, or calm when more liked, is back laughing or blocked off the back of the mouth giggles.When a person they least expect it, she is the truest representation, women are careless man, gentle or subtle Ya girl, a little more or less can guess, like you think she lives in the future, Cuiping is lurking in the drama, or your idea of Audrey Hepburn.Although the first meeting can not know everything about a person, but how many people are not running and nurtured it in life marriage among, for example, temper, character, emotion and even whole soul.Whether from Cuiping grow as Audrey Hepburn, Audrey Hepburn or to convert from Cuiping?No one can give decisive answers.Or as long as Audrey Hepburn heart Cuiping, or as long as Audrey Hepburn Cuiping heart, in fact, we know, and how many women can always be in our hearts Audrey Hepburn it, I believe there, in a large number of criteria among us, can be good in a hundred years of marriage which, and how many can come into Audrey Hepburn won this great word “wife” mean?Obviously, the woman sitting opposite me laugh, clearly not Audrey Hepburn, nor is it Cuiping, but soon after, she became my wife.That year I was 26 years old, she was 29 years old.That day, December 19 marriage license, if you must add a good meaning words in this special day, I understood as 1219, to love, to long.We vow together, to understand each other, forgiving each other, standing on each other’s point of view to consider the issue, to be good to each other’s parents, let them wronged.After a very long day, I thought my love from other people will not bit by bit and day care about.I was walking down the street passing the beautiful woman without her, I go to work, always feel that the next phone call from her, I took her back home to see my parents’ faces, even the little old yard Greyhound are tempted with their tails wagging, and I turn on her feet around and around, small Greyhound knows that she is our family people.That winter countryside taste exceptionally small courtyard, facing the entrance of the corner planted with a tung, leaves already falling, some afternoon sun warmth, light passes through the gap tung tree branch sprinkled lazy courtyard, we cling to each other sitting under the eaves, the sun just shines on our body, deep warmth, some good warm romantic, small Greyhound on tethered nearby Tung’s, lying on the floor, motionless.We looked at it, it looked at us and said we were to discuss, we just looked at it, look at it to see how long we were, who should not wait any longer laugh, whoever lost, I said well.We are so small and relatively Greyhound head head.So we looked at a small greyhound, eyes wide goes round a good round, not even swing the tail, staring, staring at the sun for a gap from a tung tree branches, shone on our faces, and finally forbearance could not looked at the sun, was born to laugh in spite of himself, I look at her, she looked at me, we take a look at the dog, the dog wagged his tail, tongue hanging out, squatting motioned to us, we know it is not a win, but we lost, we lost in the warmth of the screen, lost in the happiness of our hearts, we lose the older’s love.Then later, I heard my mom, my mom asked my dad, how daughter, my dad said, seeking only to speak to eat, did not dare to look carefully, my mom, you see that point Offer!!!Small little guest house, so my dad would not how to entertain guests.Up to now I have not had accompanied his father to learn how to entertain guests, I was wondering if I’d drive a truck if the father insisted up to now, the family might be a little richer, more full gas field will be more, I should be a little more confident, not know then what is the reason, after my father came home, and have not been away, crops to hoe than twenty years, twenty years really long enough to change a person’s life, at least from the young man became no longer the ambition of the old man, my father a bad temper, very stubborn, I do not know work, since I entered into when the bear family responsibilities, I can come to understand what makes most of the time my father became incomprehensible.After people at a young age, there are full of energy, vibrant, high-spirited, but suddenly one day made a decision to no longer have the courage to go forward in spite of everything, I still remember, many years ago Dad said I had not been for you, I can go outside some battles, at least not like those years of hard toil!During these years later, I was thinking, if not go outside to some battles, at least bold vision and courage in exchange for long-term peace and happiness with Kulei short time, it is also possible, better than the hard life better.So think about these, always difficult to sleep in the dead of night, always thinking, what can I do to change the status quo, even though a few years later resigned from the television, the father of these words is the most important factor affecting my.So, with a girlfriend, even if later married, a father, and the idea of changing the status quo of the family, has been lingering in my mind, it was said to be married thirty years of age, married after the first career, although I do not agree, this is not a family and career before and after the order, but lived to this day to live married, the industry did not stand.They say people there, after living year after year, always do a few major events, for example, get married, have children, have a house to go home, but in general, as also the lack of financial sources , to the big, permanent career!Feng Tang said, Tianyi mid-life day before, on the birthday cake has no idea how to insert a candle, you can always feel their young.If I say I am not young, I want to call this guy an estimated loading force, hypocritical, quickly roll too far.However, he should not know it, he’ll know what I heard about it?This guy Air are flying three million of kilometers!Since her return home met with parents, this relationship will basically set down, but I can not remember, this is a marriage license before or after, anyway, very quickly, that year on December 19 that day, she is my people!Before her own benefit mine collapse, she has always insisted on the bus ride back to the city in the afternoon after work, not bright morning sky, even the breakfast did not have the time to buy in advance standing in an intersection waiting for a shuttle bus, sit by the I waved to the window seat, but also very fast, an hour, the dawn of time, also arrived and wash your face, lie down for half an hour dormitory units squint for a while, downstairs begins to boil, the work time almost there.Is a unit dormitory has heating, air-conditioned room has a single, free electricity, water utilities, public bath house, public toilets, weekend, I went to see her.Went to her work place to take a bus for an hour through the town of North Liang, Zhang was Township, Chang Che-hung God Hou town to reach the town, the town is God Hou Jun Porcelain Capital, rich chinaware.Walking down the street, full of soot in addition to outside, that is, the streets of the bottles, they said called works of art.I do not know.There is a port town of St. Paul, says God Hou town, around the word is not read pattern, meaning there chinaware meaning.St. Paul get off the bus after arriving at the place after about one kilometer.Under normal circumstances, this place will be a lot of people get off, go down from the car, after car ass Dangqi dust dissipated, it is clear to see that this is a three-way intersection, turn right into the town center, turn left is mountains highway, bypassing the mountain road to the west to enter the town, this place is considered the east, turn left at the fork in the road have to cross a small old stone bridge over a stone bridge and then turn left onto the foot of a mountain along 200 meters, there is a large coal field, enough stock on tons of coal next to the field along the long, steep ramp up with the company’s name written on the door of a large, south-facing door, enter the door is a steep and long hill, mine Well, naturally wants to have more mountain.In the middle of the left side of the steep slopes of a few buildings at the hostel in the upstairs, full of dilapidated buildings close to the production safety wall charts, railing’d just varnished, walked between the end of the second, her room.He opened the curtain, the door squeak open look, more than ten square hut, everything, two bunk beds combined, laying down luggage, bunk bed rest, television, refrigerator, heating, air conditioning, wardrobe, electric stove , all kinds of pots and pans Youyanjiangcu, this is the life of all the.Say, quite simple, she said, a person’s time, all the eating and sleeping a lot, in addition to food is a hassle to do every day outside, others are more simple, after work, the whole little world changed was much easier, girlfriends would come Xialiao late, a playing cards, eating snacks, women chatting variety of topics, sometimes, I heard screaming downstairs shouting her name, I know I have to go out of the consumer , will come back big pocket a small pocket of the pendulum all over the room, his mouth saying the money ran out, next time do not spend money, but, as long as the downstairs screaming shouting on the way, holding the purse carries the package to the door only to hear “bang” is heard, the entire floor is trembling, Made in, the people have no shadow, and then come back, or large pocket small pocket, the way his mouth muttering next time do not spending money the.Consider also, there are a few young people will withstand the desire to spend money on it, especially in the play to lure girlfriends, but also always plausibly, embarrassed to refuse, Mabu Kai face and the like, in general All the reasons are not really reasons, but is not strong enough only their own self-control.People like fun, like having a partner, whether husband and wife, or girlfriends, are better than one time home to the energy consumption in the house, when many people time off so fast, a person’s time, all the time how too seems slow.Where is the time to go?In fact, when I was younger the time is spent on shopping, chatting, eating, drinking, etc. hodgepodge of trivial things.If you ask them, your ideal where to go, the general answer is, the day was busy making money, not paying the money tweed, where there are over it.So, all the good wishes of many years ago have thought with age one after another failed to achieve, only when drinking Xialiao sigh old, old.To grab a single number of employees in the crowd really want to hit shit job.Two people had to live one, she said, do not know why another person has not come for two years, the company will not be fired because of internal human action, do a procedure, please eat a meal, to the point advantage, a year or so do not come to work, not to mention, things are easy to handle.So, the house, she will completely belong to one person, so I can at the weekend, had no qualms to enjoy two of the world with her, or else, even a place to live are not, her work, I would hide in the woods cool, and if she was to go to work, I sat beside her straight Leng Leng, I fear, are uncomfortable.Have their own room, things would be much easier, she was busy, I was alone in a small room, watch TV, spend time looking for a snack, time to eat, to see what the house there, I’ll try do some, not very tasty tasty is another matter, but the whole person to work again, it is not the same, entered the room to see the rice well, naturally good meal Mengkua, do not cook is not a problem , there is no heart problems, feelings of many nearby natural.I have almost no cooking experience, even if the rice is done blind yourself wondering, she naturally than I do good.I do not like to eat meat, she is favored to eat meat, because childhood love to eat meat, her father was a butcher, the annual Spring Festival, will bring all parts of the pig meat from her father where I still have points What is unclear is the tenderloin, forelegs or hind leg, anyway, is it meat.We can see from the cook, her diligent heart with, soon to do, eat, naturally imaginable.But, when vegetable knife cut down toward me I always think of her wrong.Cut potato chips, her practice is left arch up, according potatoes, down-left direction right hand with a knife cutting finger left hand down, I think the cut finger cut down direction, would not cut down the more closer to the finger head, more dangerous, if in the opposite direction to the blade skimming out a little, cut down a little further deviate from the left hand fingers will be a little safer.This, she insisted she was right, and never change, has not changed, and sometimes I wonder, is it me wrong?不会.I do things that may not pay attention to perfect, or make do with love, almost like.Perhaps the reason the work, since from the newspaper to television work, and just do things a bit, and perhaps the whole environment thing, the material needs of television filming clips, but few clips on twelve twenty-three irrelevant, so often almost put the video synthesis is finished, no one can see it, no one pay attention to these.I gradually began to realize that I felt things getting worse.Other things will make do, I feel the whole human consciousness and ideas are changing a little bit.Sometimes he forced his perfect point requirements to better and can do better, not impossible, but do not mind, I do see themselves, no power, because the salary is too small, too difficult to raise, almost close colleagues are holding such a heart, so then, more and more feel that I am not fit here, thought slowly began to drop anchor.Together with her in the day, started to feel that she is very focused on the perfect thing to do, “because people see,” she always said.When her work, I saw very little, in this small room, for example, washing clothes to put out a lot of red pots, unwashed clothes in a basin, washed again and placed in a basin with water rinse off in a basin, rinse a pot over there a second time with water, and drying in a pot, the whole dozen small square room where not even swing a cat.Really trouble.Not more than perfect basin, must be thrown in the water for years seven or eight times, to ensure that the detergent foam can not see, I will not say, three times is enough, dried in the sun, there are washing powder fragrance of it, she say, wash, we must clean.Sometimes downstairs to open the concrete floor, put a few pots of red, there is a long pipe pulled out of the water room on the first floor, which is the root of water stood here all year round, easy to use.A large amount of water, a large basin of water for a few seconds will be filled, so slowly people here are not so cherish water resources, wash clothes several times, just rinse it in clean water, on the exchange of water, do not fear no water, sometimes a few women together, wash clothes, children clamored to play in the water around, talking and laughing, a taste of life.Sometimes, I will help her put several large pan and a pile of clothes moved downstairs, ran into the water room to the master switch is open, then unscrew the head pipe which, to a large bowl turn on the water, there are several small daughter cried all the way, “Yo, very diligent ah!”I just smiled, sometimes back to a humble, thinking, this looks really ugly bitch, but added no small mouth.She said to several common names of people, so far I did not remember me, and now, even the looks are also forgotten, and went on the road, who knows who is who it?Now people are probably so be it, and so after a considerable period of time in their busy days, I am afraid that once familiar faces can not remember, just remember that once had an experience in a place , seen in some time, it!So, I think these people probably are not in my life the most important person in it, to hurry, hurry to go, otherwise, I will not do not remember!Not because she knew through, including people in my own life come and go, perhaps inadvertently occur again, maybe this life will not reproduce, so they can not remember unknowingly come, However, Ye Hao, just remember new smile, no longer remember the old people cry, after all, life has to go forward, we will meet more and more new people will forget more and more old people, but some stories remember slightly, so these people before we would move out old things, as a summary of lessons learned and new stories, often the case, people are so!A man in a small room bored, I will come out to stroll, walk around in them such a big mine.In this building dormitory were two sides of the road, as are tall and steep and long, no piece of the west dormitory living area, night time, a woman will be led kids in here and play in the summer wind, but roads overgrown with weeds everywhere, have to wear long sleeves, bring water repellent, children’s play sound instantly feel that life is also very good, there are children around and turn, a lot of worry, they do a lot of happiness.Little daughter were yelling while children pay attention to safety, while the mouth of the man himself talking all the right or wrong side Ziyaliezui talking and laughing, really a group of duplicity, easily changeable creatures.When it comes to these topics, I will gently moved a certain distance of the place, but not without trouble does not participate in, stay out, let them criticize it, I guess sooner or later she will say that I am in front of them all the good and bad of it , to listen less and less to listen to it, anyway, can not escape.Turn right down into the steep slope facing the front door, look down the front door from time to time someone is carrying large bags of shopping from the outside back, janitor security will warm greeting, to the point of view, one side is the row of several dormitory buildings, while a few small shops, shops selling things it touches much, but alcohol and tobacco, to fill his belly sausage instant noodles night only, there is the children’s favorite hot strip lollipop and the like, a small window, a bit messy, casually piled can see that they are divided over the class.The top of the ramp is a wall, before the recall is a slogan, and later for doing a great picture of mountains, lofty mood, a lot of levels to rise.The left wall to open a small door, small door shuttle through the narrow mountain road up the mountain is, there is a mountain restaurant dinner can run more than occasionally with her and her colleagues visited several times.Of course, the restaurant is run by the mine acquaintance leadership.On the right wall is a large dining hall on the mine, a lot of points cafeteria window, breakfast lunch dinner has to be swiped, the price is not expensive down, single miners used to come, the couple occasionally lazy workers do not cook to buy to take home.She and I do not want to cook time will come, simple meals, improvise a meal, continue to nest in a small room, which is also fairly leisurely two of the world.Occasionally, she would call me and get to know their colleagues a dinner.”Coal miners, nothing needs to get some wine after dinner drink, which is not unusual,” they said.Everyone is very enthusiastic, very polite.Section chief surnamed Zhou, 50 years old of hard hair parted on the side of the little black face smiling tiger, his idiom, always laughing, always hold a good mood, laughing people unnatural, uncomfortable, preferring to stay away the feeling, I felt the respect that every time I can not drink wine when he never diva, does not matter the state is still in a good mood, there will certainly be satisfied with the finish a little later, but at least face off go, my heart for this man the very least not malicious, just do not want it with those.I guess he’s these moves, perhaps because I’m not their system, so that he was not to say, nothing more?Perhaps he was bigger than I was twenty years old, has experienced a lot of chest do not care about Ayutthaya?Maybe?Just for me but not a fellow traveler, I do not want to close friends, non-phase plan.Having said that, not ill, there is a busy colleagues will help with eating meals together, have called on a cocktail drink, terrific, mine the deepest impression on people, this is probably the!With them, what they want to hear how the system are some, but it is sure to drink wine, I will not do drinker, alcohol allergy, it is in terms of a cup of beer or a bottle or bottles after my face the color change is the best witness, the whole face just cast a touch of pink skin care products, ataxia, stutter, laugh and laugh, face stiff.But for them, still did not drink happy.A long time, after coal miners know how drinker, will show restraint and will not last always a shame I.Most contact with them is Jiuzhuo, in addition to eating and drinking, or eating and drinking, but I always feel that I can not integrate into their happiness, “话不投机半句多” I say it’s probably.But because of her face, do not say that would not say, that does not bicker bickering that do not adhere to not adhere to, as well.So, then naturally much less.Or simply do not say.Work among different systems, different ambience, the way people communicate, habits, prescriptive rules are different, but all things in the world, remain the same, just do not belong here, not used to their routine only, No wonder, then!Drinking wine from the mountain restaurants, threw down the steep and rugged trail through the small door next to the huge mountains map, or can not be taken lightly, although light emitted lights can also see the road, just tall steep ramps or big to be extra careful, accidentally foot ankle, and even the hands of people packed the leftovers will roll with it, as may bad, the pain did not say, it is that they fear here baseless rumor, propagation speed is quite fast, I can not afford to lose this person.While tugging back and forth to each other saying no one seriously drunk drunk then, but could see, all very happy.Finally the back are back, and she helped me threw on the floor, back to the hut of their own.At this time the cabin, I can fully feel exceptionally relaxed.So quiet, the winter cold on the way back from free open house Heating, really happy.In the summer covered with sweat drunk, back to free air conditioning a small house, and instantly return to paradise, like ice cream in the fridge, took out a cucumber or bite, and instantly the Shuangwai.In total this time, she could hear a deep nagging: You can not drink do not drink, but to give people face, can not be left in the glass of wine, they drank, did you have to follow.Otherwise people will think you do not give people face, there is leadership, you have to give me face not.Otherwise I gnaw at the unit in the future also mix it?These few simple words, I can understand, she said, can not drink do not drink, I thought, I can not drink, then drink it, drink it seems impossible ah, wine is crazy, drink first after opening again refused to even think about, so do not drink a start, but first met when I say not to drink, she said, is meant to be mean to the point of face, this face does not matter to the future of those who drink after drink no, do not get drunk not, so the sentence can not drink do not drink, I always felt she was easier said than done, in many people who do not drink occasions broken quit, can not drink, do not drink multipoint can not drink less, given that they drink less, it seems, can drink more, so this sentence is purely fart.Face it touches, but drink up less than ecstatic to be drunk state who will not let you.”Goblet of wine is not left, they drank, did you have to follow.”.For the rules of wine on the table, I know little about wine left and not left it depends on the circumstances, all the while shamelessly, to left or to the left a little, meaning that one can drink endless division multiple mouth slowly drink , if for a little face, a glass of wine you’ll feel choked in the trachea or lungs, died suddenly on the spot, it would be worth when the.Others drank, why did I have to follow screaming “dry!”?I drank the wine on the table to die, I want to do this so-called face?shit.If some people do not understand me, just to blindly dry!dry!dry!This friend that I would rather not pay, I understand, and this can go too far, it goes without saying that the relationship will be close to a lot, I do not understand is, why should it?I am an honest man, inevitably offend people, however, temper up, how can I control got it?So, a woman, then, to be well thought out before you answer, refute, otherwise, ran into a stubble of his wife, then I am afraid that sleep is a sleep.Another dinner, that do not have a picture of.Make a phone call around, people in attendance.More than a dozen small square room, one can open square table together, and put five or six dishes to the five or six people, a group of women several drama, but also mixed individual male audience.This is a group of her girlfriends.These people, Oh, these women, there are a wide variety sawed, tall, tall low, big eyes, small eyes, big ass, small ass, if I have to say one thing in common, then it It is twitter, laughing and joking.Also, not a good crop, a woman has a small mind, there is a woman’s narrow-minded, there is a woman charade.I was taught.A cucumber salad, a smart little woman, a tomato scrambled eggs, a big woman with big eyeball, a fish-flavored pork, a small eyes big ass woman, a braised pork, a tall thin woman with long eyes, a burning yuba, a love hypocritical leaders daughter, and my wife.There is not a stand nor sit fan of small holes punched a man, that is me.The face of a group of women, I do not know what to put ourselves in position, I felt uncomfortable.Cucumber salad small woman is a smart woman, but better than all of these, you say a word, she immediately guessed what the next sentence you probably say, or say, say it is a problem, whether she is in or on the spot after the end of the corresponding tricks always come up, she would stubbornly remember this thing, out of the door, she would immediately proceed to the next step how to go, but always maintained a leakage in two large front teeth hearty wearing bloodshot laugh.Scrambled eggs with tomatoes big eyeball a woman, tall and very sturdy, but little ass, so the overall look is not very annoying, than on the street but full of big fat ass woman spittle of the stars is so shunned, and If ass is too large, such as a butt to sit dead cat, it was awesome, it is not a woman too sturdy table to come up with something worthwhile, so this little big ass woman fairly gentle, say big ass able to have children, which may have the best evidence.This gave birth to a few small daughter, except the big man little ass woman gave birth to two sons, in my opinion, big ass son these words can really make a change, after all, there is no scientific basis, it is probably the ancient the midwife gossip love it.Flavored pork small eyes big ass woman, a small daughter is really the type of twitter, though careless, twitter, but still gives easy access to a good impression, not people see that kind of reach out of reach, it touches my heart good, or else it will not be at a certain time later years because of stress and depression it, how bad guy depression might do, should fail to get the kind of heartless her, her little girl it very funny, so she called me wife, aunt, she’d address him by name.The small eyes big ass small daughter in the middle they have spread the words of a good segment, quarrel with her mother, the first sentence is, “Mom, if I said something wrong, let you say I’m sorry,” then twitter days to turn over the.Pork fine woman eyes Not twitter contrast, not a lot of smiles in contrast, tend to make people feel a little serious, a little proud, may not be accurate, a little serious?maybe.Love hypocritical daughter could not do burn yuba, I just did not recognize this burning yuba is not her doing, seemingly not, I think she does not seem to origin with cooking, estimates do not love to cook, I do not wondering rice material, perhaps alone, perhaps these hypocritical that she has nothing to do, but it can be seen that lazy point is to really, uh, really!The rest is my wife, and described her big ass big eyeball, but this big ass in this upcoming seven-year itch of marriage, or give me another big fat girl, it sounds awkward yet , how it is not a big fat guy?However, my big fat girl was certainly clever, small eyes with me, with my wife Jin smart, why small eyes but with me it?I think, with my daughter, and I probably was more pro-right.I always think so.In the first year, and I know she’s, how we travel between her coal mines in the county and we rented cabins.Hut is mine unified construction of shanty towns, all Ershiyiting small apartment, 65 or 75 square family of three just right.The house was rented just in case there is something guests, rent a two-bedroom, the result is to move out of the house, another empty house has been empty, it seems excessive considering the.House rental on the sixth floor, the top level, there is no elevator, so the stairs into a routine, but then I do in a game before climbing game preparation has been great purpose.That period of time, on the sixth floor with stairs are all trot, back and forth up and down can not remember how many times a day, and never feel tired, but that did not even finish the race on rank, not to mention high bonus, so then I feel more and more upset and saw the stairs and my heart block fast enough, especially in the summer, take a walk in the district are covered in sweat, but do not want to run up the stairs, really can not stand hot, take on went on the roof mat, the mat also give way for a day of sun roof, lay up back are baked panic, but fortunately some cool breeze blowing, upturned face not looking at a few bright stars, listen downstairs running wild child, touched her belly, gently talk to the children will be born, and I listened, the dead of night, mosquitoes slowly began to rise, she impatiently muttering together, “When are submitted to a new house ah?”Ruthless dead damn mosquitoes.Submitted before the new house, we have been rented in the house, because it is a unified unit of shanty towns, so there will be a lot of my colleagues live in this area, the car after work every day after work, my colleagues are coming towards the little big man ass girlfriends also lived in this district, so, in the days of her pregnancy, which girlfriends became a frequent visitor to stopping.Sometimes I would accompany her, carrying a pregnant girlfriends home to Cengfan, her eldest son prowling also very busy.Or is this the sixth floor of the elevator is not the biggest problem, carrying pregnant went up two or three times to rest, tired,.Fortunately, the point is that children born before the two world belongs to us, of course, the two men in the world have quiet time, there are bored, quarrel, when there’s nothing to say when angry.Several years later, now that I think are more dispensable reason, or for no reason do not know how it would be noise from the planes angry, perhaps like the drama inside said, causing physiological and psychological changes in women during pregnancy and the mood swings it.The two of us are big temper, I’m the puzzle, she who is a dead end, so when fight, I have always avoid quarreling, and she is just the opposite, have to pursue a right and wrong, I think hide are let off, I ran to the balcony, she catch the balcony, I went to the roof, carrying her belly catch up with the roof, whether it is my right and wrong, I always apologize, I apologize and she did not willing, eager to admit that I, not sincere, I almost go crazy.I only remember the good times noisy, noisy to walk downstairs from the stairs, and climbed the stairs quarreling, quarreling from the house roof and then into the house from the roof down quarreling, she locked the door, I will sleeping living room, a woman untouchables, more untouchables wife.Girlfriends quarrel after her best friend, combined with her girlfriends can not wait, two people with the power to put pressure on me, so I totally surrender.Girlfriends for them is the best confidant, the most terrible of her girlfriends always feel that she said is right, then turned about face meal bombardment, I have to be honest smiling ” Yes Yes Yes’.Girlfriends, I understand the secret boudoir, and girlfriends do not know the source of the word and the source, who invented?With girlfriends word to describe the relationship between then do not say a woman and a woman, it is very appropriate, especially young married woman in the feelings of the sensitive period.Sad man was not so lucky woman, no girlfriends, buddies finally the courage to make a phone call, man is still busy, or else the wife tube, so sad wandering alone in the street, smoke a smoke, then take a one, walked the streets late at night, and see not shut the shop and food stalls, to the bowl of cheap surface to a bottle of beer, alone, sad, silent tears.Watching the street passers sloppy and large trucks roaring past, I think they’re all busy doing what?The most central of these hard men, while still busy late at night in the city.Eat two face, drink a big mouth, I looked up all around, ask the boss, “so late, go home.”.The boss smiled and said, “on the back, on the back.”.I gently talk to the boss, “Why are you so spell ah”.He said that is not considered to fight it, but habitual insomnia, go home every day, then go home again, nothing new, no life, this life probably think of it this way, since nothing, simply find something something to do, all this age, and not a young man full of energy, day by day have to supplement the family income it “.Spoke without a trace of cynicism in a calm, ordinary people, can everything in life unpleasant to say so easy, I’m afraid I should not do it.This is no big deal in life, eating and sleeping every day mundane and ultimately, I believe that everyone wants to keep a clean heart, but life is not a person too, is a patchwork of two people to each other and partner, day or less who have too, but life is too long, a person will always think of another person, because she has not less or he, she or he less, less of a companion, this day there is no smell of.When his wife pregnant, a little fat, but good, look better get fat, the skin is more smooth and mellow some.Wife with her mother.Her mother with her grandmother, especially the eyes of crow’s feet, quite deep gully quite thick, so many mature wife looks, the two of us stand together some say a big difference in age.Wife three years older than me, she looks mature side, I look partial tender, so some people say we seem to come together over six years difference.The old saying, with his father daughter, son with her mother, may at their home, her grandmother passed the deep wrinkles her mother, her mother and then this gene deep crow’s feet pass her, so from generation to generation.I think, to come together so that we age does not look more different, in short, like her chubby face, does not look like her skinny tall, possibly together a long time, too familiar, but that being fat ratio just knew her to look better, fat face smooth and rounded up when it seems to me more natural.In fact, I most want to change, not that she’s changing face, if she was not so strong and not so stubborn, I think she will be more good wife is a very, very good refers to, is generous, under the kitchen, do things rigorous.
Linan Sheng girlfriends at the forefront of the 1990s, graduated from a university, now is not too much in a foreign trade company to do sales work.She really is an extremely beautiful, but long, quite good-looking.A few years down the school, talked several times in love small, but all because she felt the man is not mature enough, not stable, lack of care and a series of problems which have ended.On the surface, Li Nan in demand for lovers of pricey, but in fact this is just to test the waters of affection only.For psychological conflicts, Li Nan did not find a really suitable for their other half among those who loved the boys, which made her very sorrow.Seeing the sisters are often put on weight around in front of her remarkable arrayed own happiness, and she was always alone.No one is not love, but having gone through shifting alliances and no longer dare to easily try a new love.While the guys who try to love she has become in the past, but every relationship is done under the meticulous care of her.Others say her emotional life flooding, but, who knows she lost due to sinking and riddled with heart? Oral Li Nan: I believe that, before the age of 20 as long as their own happiness lock, as evidenced by the success already laid the happiness of this life.In the eyes of my happiness is to have at least a strong-minded than my husband, I found everything before I consider good for all.I’m not a very devoted woman, so he at least give me an innocent girl right.I’m happy to be a housewife, every day I make hot meals at home waiting for him to come back with me and eat.Of course, I also know and understand from my age and also the man is not up to such a request like this, so I do not care if he was married.As long as I have when dealing with his feelings is clean, without any concerns, I can accept. I was with him at a job fair understanding, because he was the company’s personnel department there is some situation, so by himself with sounding to recruit.I recruited because too many people, they were put down in the final.It was getting dark, but still very hot.Many companies are recruiting on behalf of one after another began to pack awning.I saw him look 30 years old, a very Postscript overalls he seemed extraordinarily spirit.1 meter 80 tall in the sun and let him pull away than others to be part of it so Near.His busy and look of sweat, so I wanted to help him tempting to have an impulse.I swear I do not deliberately go near him, but out of human instinct.But the strange thing is that so much of the job fair, so many people busy, but I only wanted to help his personal idea.It makes me a very long time after the fact in retrospect feel a little funny.He has a good first impression on me, which is probably not seen a candidate will take the initiative to help make things difficult for them a special recruitment on behalf of it.Then things will come out ahead, he politely presented his business card, so I have to be interested in his company to try.I smiled and said yes, then simply do a bit of self-introduction and then leave. Days later, I did not take the initiative to contact him.But to inform him of the first time after I got the foreign trade companies pass.I am surprised and impressed that he was able to hear the phone out of my voice, and quickly say my name.He sent a blessing to me, and taught me some simple entry essentials.And later added a QQ each other mutual.Over time, we began to ask their personal questions of each other.He told me that he was 32 years old, married at the age of 26, but because of personality clashes after they ended up only half a year of marriage.His ex-wife at home very rich, with home tens of millions of company assets.She is very capable, and therefore rarely Gu.Love when he hesitated whether to appropriate parties, but has begun to take into account is established from the University of feelings, so reluctant to let go, so the two people in the reluctance of many people surrounded the marriage hall.However, although already formed into a home, but did not feel the presence of the family.In addition to dragging tired feet a day to go home and fell down asleep, but basically did not live a normal communication and exchange.In this marriage as two people were detained two people is a spiritual time, drafted a divorce agreement tacit. I believe I have the feeling, though he is thirty years of age, but a man who is always concerned about the needs.So, I use my time to accompany his talk as much as possible.Occasionally get together and come out to see the movie or drink coffee.I will ask about the job is the interaction with colleagues or need to pay attention to things, he would patiently explain to me.With him, I felt like a child to be protected, as long as I have any trouble finding him, he will be the first time for me to share.Our feelings perhaps in these tiny changes in and continues to deepen, are inseparable from each other until later becomes.He said he needed my cheerful and vitality, I said I needed him at ease and stability.So love begins by depicting.My friends say, our feelings because of the age gap will not sue each other one day and eventually.But he and I never did think so too, because there are barriers, it is the best complementary food stalls.He has been a create a romantic age, but I was all the time for him to surprise.I have no experience to deal with people and things in the community, he has a wealth of experience for me to solve problems. Because of my age is still small, it is in no hurry to talk of marriage.He knows me, he said he would wait for me, even until the gray-haired, as long as I do not hold anything against him.I will still be his first and last of a choice.Then I cried and said: You old man, now also say such disgusting words come.He hugged me said softly: It’s all you taught me.Haha.Now we are going to be married in five years, it can be considered on their own and an account of his.After all, in his words, his face does not make me wait too long, it will be too much.Fortunately, I and his family did not object to our contacts, and perhaps this is why we believe that power can go all the way right. The arrival of every relationship is God’s blessing to give both sides, because it would be too exhausting to care about him (her).However, even in the age of ignorant not let their love life overabundance.Sometimes happiness is to rely on luck, good luck will be like Li Nan, like a pain to find themselves, understand their uncle-class people to come along, bad luck coupled with the bad state of mind who it is inevitable because of the feelings of defeat and much suffering and mental stress refused to love. Operating a relationship is like running a business, in which each employee has his unique performance.Therefore, in the use of must thoroughly understand whether he has the ability to be able to manage your request, if you use the wrong, then there will be less effective results.Feeling is the same, many people on a large age gap tradition are taboo issue, in so far is still not a very good conclusion.However, it is no wonder, each person’s point of view, resulting in comments is not the same issue.But I have the impression that there are so classic quotations for reference: Age does not matter, height is not a distance.In simple terms that is, age there is no reason to kill off a growing love.As long as love is real, as long as the fate strong, as long as love one another, uncle and a small woman’s life can still gusto. But, anyway.A woman can not lose because of the family’s desire for work.A sense of professionalism is not strong, but they can have the ability to spend your own money tied a woman can be a good man’s heart.Auntie You do not need to cause day and every night, but definitely not for money anytime, anywhere with their men.If so, over time, men also have tired of this woman, and thus appear emotional crack and so on.So, the young woman must follow uncle lives for a living and learn a skill, find a job idle.Salary is not more or less, as long as the main barrier in the first place while the family, problems at work is to establish a common language with him.
In his 14 years old, his father’s life was finally exhausted, a dying: then again stupid epilepsy is your biological mother!Since then, let the poor and weak boy burdened with the solemn commitment, with both epilepsy silly mother, he embarked on the difficult road of the school, and has kept it secret Foreign. His father died leaving one afternoon insane mother in April 2002, the Tao Star after school came home and found his mother Wang Liangjia lying on the ground, foaming at the mouth, having seizures.He scared to call out loudly, while forced to pull the mother’s hand, but his effort is too small, how could not drag my mother.Early Tao Rong father hurried home to his wife to a nearby hospital, diagnosed the mother is suffering from a rare abnormal epileptic.General epileptic patients, restore memory after waking up, and Wang Liangjia from loss of memory, as a mentally handicapped child.The only treatment for this disease is to monitor the patient for 24 hours, at the onset of the disease in time for her medication to alleviate the condition, or at any time due to cerebral hemorrhage and death. Early honest Tao Rong did not abandon his wife, during the day to the cafeteria cook, looked after her close at hand, let her sleep at night beside himself, lest appear the slightest mishap.Wang Liangjia beginning of loss of memory, yet Tao Rong early as strangers, over time, to the beginning of Tao Rong and is very dependent on, one will not see him on Wawataijiao.In order to earn money to cure his wife and two children for reading, Tao Rong early every day except prepare meals for more than six hundred and fifty students and teachers of the school, also opened a new pond near the school rented 5 acres of paddy cultivation.In these two years, beginning just after the 40-year-old Tao Rong on white head, a camel back. Tao Star distressed father and sister, they strenuously not only learning, but also eager to take care of his mother, rushing to cook, to minimize the burden of his father.Watching this pair of sensible children, early Tao Rong heart is warm, comforting. But the double whammy.One day, when Tao Rong is the beginning of a busy cafeteria, suddenly felt two years after the stomach pain, sweating, it was not breathing vomiting blood, collapsed at the kitchen stove.Tao Rong early to go to the hospital after being diagnosed with advanced gastric cancer, can only hold three or four months of.When he learned of their condition, few tears this man cried and said: I go, I was confused how to do sick wife?There are my two children, they are still studying ah.After listening to other people in the ward are falling tears of sympathy. At that time, Tao in reading senior level, in two months to take the exam, and read the first two days at Tao Star.Taking into account the two children’s future, Tao Rong early to say whatever they refused to be hospitalized, only to buy some painkillers, returned home.He repressed his greatest pain, secretly struggle with the disease, hoping God to let him live these days, at least let him see his daughter receiving the acceptance letter that day. Two months later, Tao Ping took part in the college entrance examination, to the undergraduate admission line, while Tao Star attended primary and secondary schools in Hunan Province PC Design Competition, won the second prize.That period of time, both at home all day in a good mood, do not know their father’s life has to be exhausted.One day, when siblings came home from the county seat, found his mother ran around the bed, his mouth kept barking, and his father desperately struggling on the bed, blood pouring breathing, siblings scare He spent, and quickly pushed his father to the hospital. After the rescue, the beginning of Tao Rong temporarily out of danger.Until then, pottery star and sister did not know his father had cancer, only days remaining in days.After listening to the doctors, the siblings broke down and wept. A few days later, Tao Rong early wake up in a coma, felt himself dying, unable to pull the star Tao hand off, he said: Tao Star Dad go, but I could not bear to you and your sister, ah, more worried about your stupid mom!I was gone, your sister is not sure the university, can only hope lies in your body up.Sister always marry you in the future, if admitted to the university, married a daughter, do not despise your mother, she then re-deaf dumb and then re-epilepsy stupid, but also your biological mother.She was alive, you want her to have something to eat, dead, and you put her buried with me.While you are older still small, but you are a man, the father of these words can be considered deathbed confessed to you, you do not let my father down ah Tao Star although young, but also understand the components of these words, sobbed answer: Dad, your disease will be good, you will not die early Tao Rong last breath away.Tao Tao Star calm crying abnormal sad, Wang Liangjia did not see her husband, son and daughter also followed crying. After the madness of the mother to go to school with his father’s death, the family is in debt $ 20,000 flat Tao sister decided not to go to college, looking for classmates and friends borrowed a thousand dollars, we went to the field to learn computer programming.To let my sister be able to stay in school computer technology in the city, Tao Star took over the task to take care of mother. Tao Star A few months before junior high school.Every day, he got up before dawn, well after breakfast, serve dinner mother wash clothes, and then rush to go to school, after school also trot home.During the day, the mother like running around, but never knew to come back, so after Tao Star school often go to her first.One afternoon after school, my mother had disappeared, pottery star looking for more than one hour, it was getting dark when we come to find her father’s graveyard. After the night, Tao Star mother often settled in to sleep, in order to open the books.Mother Love sympathetic incidence in the dead of night, Tao Star has shared a bed with her whenever she onset seizures, he was awakened from his sleep and then quickly get up to his mother could be given medicines.In the classroom, pottery star often distracted, worried mother incidence of falls.One afternoon, attending classes, he suddenly shouted a neighbor to go home, said his mother has become ill.Pottery and other stars to get home to see his mother fell unconscious in the stairwell, scraped his scalp, blood all over the floor, carrying a mother desperately scared he ran to the hospital.However, he was a 15-year-old boy, fell several times on the way, he used his soft body, lay upon the mother does not fall to the ground, then he fell and badly battered. Mother in stable condition, will be used against her chin Tao Star’s head to show reliance on his son, which is the Tao Star feel most comfort and happiness.But in her confusion, confusion will Wawataijiao testily, grab a meal Cookin Tao Star.Each time, Tao Star desperately clinging to his mother and let her play.One day at noon, the mother suddenly cranky again, she grabbed a kitchen knife on the chopping block is cut off to Zecai Tao Star.Knifed in his right arm pottery star, blood spewing out, his face was pale pain.Tao Star clutching his wound, and cried: Mom, why do you want to cut me?I am your son ah!I is not bad for you?I apologize now to talk to Daddy!Tao mother a star when it comes to my father, immediately throw away the knife, looked at his bleeding wound, also held out a hand for him wiping her tears, his mouth issued uh!Ah!The voice went on with head on arms Tao Star.After beating his mother, Tao Star called, Dad, this move seems ridiculous, mother immediately quiet down no longer beat him, to be like a pool of mud lying on the ground. While dedicated to the care of his mother, but did not pull down the homework Tao Star.In 2005, he was admitted to the Yueyang County third high school.Three is located in Yueyang County town wall, away from his home town to open relatively far, which makes pottery star feel embarrassed.Own home to three of the study, the mother of a man lost at home, how can he be assured it?After much thought he, and with the consent of her sister, decided to take his mother to go to high school! In September, Tao Star with borrowed from relatives nineteen hundred yuan, to the school report.After a semester of tuition to pay, he rented a sixty dollars in humble houses near the school.Mother seemed curious about this strange place, hand patting the bed hard, red pottery star squealed.Tao Star to help mother wash my feet, put her to bed, knowing that she can not hear, or the big whispered: Mom, since we live in here.You Biexian simple here, and do not like that running around at home, please?Mother smiled Sidongfeidong.Tao Star still and mother sleeping in one bed, to let her move at night to her feet in her arms. Tao Xing hastily running between the school and the residence every day.Just come here, because of the unfamiliar, Tao Star worried mother depressed, and run no trace, on the use of time after school helped her mother to visit neighbors one by one, and commissioned them in their own class, help take care of his mother.Every one, Tao always star to this great people bow: My mother is deaf, mentally ill, grandfather, grandmother, uncle, aunt, you do not hold anything against my mother, if she did bad things , you tell me, I’ll give you an apology!Tao Star filial piety and his knowledge of polite move to neighbors moved them to the mother and son sent briquettes, vegetable, also point to send bursts of meat, fish to improve the lives of their mother. After this private house lived for nearly a month, mainly due to family emergency room, can not rent a house, pottery star not find the right house.Just when he felt desperate, neighbors extend a helping hand to Tao Star, they free up a room, to Tao Star mother and son live free, which makes a desperate feel warm Tao Star. Because deaf mentally retarded, every mother back from the outside, who is always dirty, some of the stupid kid could get her laughing, and to throw dirt on her.Tao Star quietly brought back to the mother, patiently for her to change clothes, bathe.Later, Tao Star initiative and those naughty children to make friends, to see his children epilepsy stupid mother fed, hair, did not mind, but also in unconsciously modeled his appearance, his mother changed Friendly get together.And after this town are not familiar with their mother who, at the beginning of Tao Xing also with a strange look, look askance at his mother, and later learned that his mother’s filial piety of madness, are beginning to respect them for all, take the initiative to they invited to the house, they also stay for dinner. Filial gratitude Dongting Lake, right and proper care of her mother in order to save money to buy medicine for his mother, the monthly cost of living Tao Star control in less than $ 150 but made a delicious whole left his mother, while he will attend a lecture chilli sauce and radish, cabbage, let his mother do not know, do not know the full meal, so he could only quantitative cooked meal, just two bowls per person.Long-term malnutrition, the ceramic body as thin as a bamboo pole star. In the summer, Tao Star gecko to inquire into the soil sedative mother’s illness, he went to a nearby hill to catch the hundreds of gecko earth, mother Aoyao.Once, Tao was a star acutus bites, thanks to a kind of snake doctors to save him, otherwise his life will be lost in the mountains.Mother completely unaware of this, but also touched the wound Hehedexiao his right arm, although the star did not want the mother Tao perceive his pain, but he would rather his mother paralyzed in bed, but can speak to express, so at least he can feel the language the warmth, the mother can feel the thoughts and deplored the sinking of the heart. We arrived in September 2006, has been on the TAO Star High School, my sister Tao Ping also participate in computer training, he is only one thousand yuan of money Dongnuexijie.Tao Xing very worry, this is not enough money to pay tuition, but also the mother to buy medicine, as well as the cost of living.In desperation, he had to go to class at home, said his own family difficulties, can request deferment about tuition, but he did not say his thing with his mother to go to school.Tao Xing very sympathetic teacher to help him submitted an application to the school tuition deferment, Tao Star was able to schedule enrollment. A few months later, Tao Star could not pay any money to buy medicine for his mother, but once the drug stopped, the mother’s illness will attack at any time.Among the anxious, he settled in at night after the mother to sleep, quietly went on the road and the streets picking up litter bins, bottles, save up and make money to buy medicine for the mother. Tao Star afraid of trouble mother, afraid of his mother to cook.That day, the mother suddenly Wa Wade shouted for cooking, pottery star not let her rage, scratch and fight, and Tao Star pushed to the ground, Tao Star managed to calm down the mother.The next day at noon, Tao Star came back from school, a door to a deep sense of smell pills only to discover, I saw the mother afford to sit on the cold floor, to see the stars on the pottery cover the face, it seemed to fear appearance.Tao Star quickly lift up the mother, then he went into the kitchen and saw the burned rice cooker broken, which is full of black rice, apparently did not turn on the water when cooking.Bird watching burning broken pot, pottery star heart a sour, tears fell down.Back to see his mother wronged frightened look, he quickly wiped his tears, smiled and said to his mother: Mom, I know you understand me, want to help me, but you do not cook, you see the pot burned out we get something cooking?Mother could not hear what Tao Xing said, but apparently not so original fear, and also took the bird to burn broken rice cooker hard to look. Although Tao Star taken care of the mother, but the mother is still often lost.One day, heavy rain, Tao Star came home from school, did not see his mother, ask neighbors, say there is no visible trace of the mother.Tao Star anxious to find the streets, they still did not find the mother.Where does he go mother?Although the umbrella, can be large because the rain, his body was still wet, so much rain in the mother ran out, and if it were an accident, how he can do ah?Tao Star anxious tears started to flow out.As he did not know how to do when someone came to tell him that in place 10 km away saw a middle-aged woman running around.Tao Star time to think, ride a bike and ran, and so arrived at Wing Bay, he almost collapsed.In a pool of water’s edge next to the road, he found his mother lying on the ground.I saw her soaked to the skin, curled up body, the body kept twitching, Qiruoyousi.What better way to think of pottery star, he took off his coat tightly wrap the mother, then helped her bike in the rain he just pushed her back step by step. In February this year, Tao Ping graduated from computer training, she said Tao Star: Now it’s my turn to take care of my mother, and you have a good go to school.But Tao Xing said nothing promised, he said: Sister, I’m used to, so if one day leave her mother, but I could feel empty,.And her mother have become accustomed to my care, as long as I held her, her temper on many mild.Tao Ping listened to his brother, then can not help but burst into tears. Not many days after her sister left, my mother got lost again.That day, when Tao Star Exhausted mother to come back again, happens to be home from work, school teacher saw the Communist Youth League secretary Liao.When she learned the secret Tao Star mothers with sick silly studying hard, his eyes moist Liao teacher: My child, you much trouble.Why do not you tell the teacher it?The next day, the teacher Liao Tao Star of the situation to make the school a reflect, immediately aroused great attention of school leaders, school leaders, teacher with a gift to Tao Star home to visit, they were touched by the scene before. School leaders met to study, decided to waive all tuition and fees for non-payment of the Tao Star, and widely publicize his deeds at school.Tao Xing with madness mother about school campus after the public, particularly strong response from teachers and students, at the same time they expressed admiration for Tao Star, have him donations.Students face of scalding truth, decline from Xing Tao, he knew most of the students home, poverty, added: child never too ugly mother.There is Mom, I can feel at ease reading a book, his son to take care of his mother, it is only right and proper! The story quickly spread out and from the campus, and then in Yueyang City has aroused strong shock, the general public was deeply moved Tao Star of filial piety, have him a helping hand to alleviate the economic difficulties being mother and son. One day, pottery star cooking in the kitchen, his mother suddenly grabbed his waist from behind, put my face in his shoulder smile.Tao Star turned around and saw his mother holding his hand an apple, to Walawala he cried, gesturing as if to say: this apple is good-hearted people gave her, but she could not bear to eat, to he left to eat.Tao Star put down the spatula, gently hugged his mother: I understand what you mean, you eat, you eat, I’m glad more than anything.Mother seems to understand his words, put his face in the cheek, then bite himself an apple, apple again handed Tao Star mouth, not let him bite also.Tao Walleye his mouth, tears laughing, never laughed so comfortable like at the moment.